" is Thomas sleeping with the barmaid" I ask polly as soon as I shut her office door " hello Emily yes my day was great" I sigh sitting down
" I don't think so I'm not going to lie but her and Tommy have been seen together this week" I nod " I like him pol" she smiles at me and takes my hand " I know you do love" I smile at her as I look down at my hands that are in my lap
"I'm just gonna go" I say as I stand up " don't do something stupid" she says I shake my head walking to the big house and I find the fancy whiskey
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I wake up and I look around see I'm in my old bedroom " what the hell" I sit up feeling the covers fall I look and I'm naked underneath
I start to panic now
How did I get here I was in small heath Birmingham the door opens I pull the cover tighter to me I see Elias " Eli what the hell" I ask and he scoffs at me " some clothes dad says he wants you" I nod and Elias puts the clothes down and walking out I change into the black knee high dress my bra and panties and some boots there's no jacket
I walk out and downstairs I see my mum dad and some business men sat around the table as well as Elias " what" I ask and I feel eyes on me as I look at my father " can I have her first"
I feel someone grab my waist I turn around fast and punch them in the face " don't touch me" I snap and I feel a cloth go over my face I try not to inhale or but I couldn't not.
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I got back to small heath a week later I feel drained I probably look drained they are all in the drawing room in a big meeting so I went to my room showered and changed into and oversized top and pants before getting in bed
I face the window my back to the door
I fall asleep. " Emily wake up" someone slams opens the door that someone being Thomas " fuck off im sleeping in" I say and he grumbles I kee my eyes closed pulling the covers tighter around me " come on there's a family dinner in an hour"
I sit up and go to the bathroom ignoring his I walk past the mirror and I shower change dry my hair and change into some slack and a jumper then my boots
I hear cars and people talking I look out the window as I put my ear rings in and put my jewellery on
I walk into the hall and downstairs see people everywhere including grace my face hardens and I just can't be added I walk back upstairs and to my room
I run to my toilet and throw up whatever was left in there I brush my teeth and put on a brave face before going downstairs
And I get a drink of water before going and finding Polly she smiles at me opening her arm I tuck into her side " you okay" she asks I can't lie to pol but I nod " why's grace here" I ask and she gives me a sad smile
" come with me" I nod we go to Tommys office obviously he's not here I sit down " we all found out Thomas has been sleeping with grace" I'm taken back "oh erm okay" I put my glass on the little coffee table " I'll leave you for a minute" I nod and I sit back on the couch and I feel a few tears fall
I wipe my cheeks before standing up and I play with my engagement ring " god sake" I take it off and put it on his desk
Before walking out and I slip out the back the man with the car is here "London Camden Town" I tell him as I get into the car and we soon start the drive
I was so excited to come home