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I'm tired of meetings
I walk into Thomas office and lay on the couch " get your fee off my couch" I groan " I'm tired fuck off" he laughs " if you call another meeting or tell me I have another one I'm quitting life" he laughs again
" your in a good mood" I say he hums I open my eyes see him still sat at his desk " the walking Jew is here" Frances comes in and informs Tom " great my brothers here I'm sleepy" I groan and Alfie walks in I roll my eyes Laying on the couch
I hear them talking and I fall asleep
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"Wake up please I'm bored" I hear Tommy I open my eyes see I'm in my room and I sigh " what now" he shrugs " everyone is here including Alfie and your family" I groan sitting up and putting my boots on I lean into Tom as we go into the livingroom
" let's ride the horses" I nod as me and fin and Isiah go outside and I get on a horse " off that now he's not been trained" Thomas says I shake my head " I'll be okay" I say and we trod around till we start racing around the feild and he starts bucking I try and calm him
" fin isiah get off the feild" I shout and my eyes lock with Thomas " throw yourself off" I shake my head as I make him trot he starts to bounce again I get thrown off I land on my back and his foot collided with me I scream
The world fades away and then it all zones back in " sh sh your okay" I hear Tom " please I-it hurts" I hold my side and Tom wipes my tears he puts my head in his lap " you'll be okay can you wiggle your toes" I nod wiggling them they can't see I'm wearing boots
" okay what hurts" Alf asks I look at Tom " everything" I sob and Tom kisses my forhead " shall we see if you can stand" I nod and he lets my head go onto the floor before him and John pull me up slowly " you okay" John asks I nod giving him a little smile
" I will be not the first time I got threw off a horse" I say and Tom helps me walk into the house I make us stop at the stairs " my ribs hurt give me a min" he nods moving hair out of my face and I lean in kissing him cupping his face
We pull away and he smirks " come on you" he says helping me into the kitchen next to the stairs and I take my blazer off then unbutton my top so it's open
And he sees my ribs " that's gonna bruise and hurt" I frown " god woman once a whore always a whore" I hear my dad " when was I a fucking whore" I shout and he looks shocked I button up my top face him
I'm tired and stressed and fed up I don't need him doing this right now " when you got fucking pregnant" I throw a glass at him it misses him by a few centimetres " fuck off right now that wasn't my fault was it it was yours bringing those men in all the time" I am facing him screaming at him
" they took advantage of me and that's not my fault so grow a set will you" I shout and walk away from Tom and my dad going upstairs to my room I just throw on some shorts and a top before getting into bed
And I must have fell asleep because I woke up to Tom getting in my bed I shuffle over he hugs me closer to him " your okay here em" I nod as I sigh inhaling is scent
" your safe em" I nod ar him again looking up at him as my cheek rests on his shoulder " I know it's just worrying" he hums hugging me closer and we soon fall asleep together
