Pendulum

10. This is the show (Izuna)

Patient name: Izuna Uchiha

Date of birth: 13/09/1985

Journal entry: 24/04/2023

Currently: Patient has managed to flee from the ward yesterday night. For reasons that were then unknown, patient became violent and stole card from ward staff. Opened the door and ran out. Police contacted to look for patient as he is under the Compulsory Psychiatric Care Act. Later confirmed that patient had found out that former co-patient who was his partner is at the edge of the Thomson bridge with the intention to commit suicide. The patient has phoned the police and run to the bridge where he has stopped his former co-patient from jumping before the police arrived. Co-patient under enormous distress upon arrival to the ward, which has caused the patient to be inconsolable. Has taken Alimemazine without effect. During conversation today patient says he's slept well. Cries during the entire meeting. We agree that he'll try Olanzapine at night to see if he can get better anxiolytic effect.

Psychiatric status: Lacking formal contact. Cries during entire conversation. Answers questions but no spontaneous talking. No suicidal communication.

Planning: Evaluation of Olanzapine tomorrow. Patient informed about the importance of eating and sleeping regularly. Patient is not to be caused any further distress by interventions during the day unless absolutely necessary. In consultation with nurse who knows patient well decision not to keep patient and co-patient apart. 

He wouldn't remember that he sent it.

The text.

But he did.

Probably an unknown part of his soul trying to save him.

Thank God for that. Thank God.

At eleven pm, my phone pinged, and I immediately knew who it was as he was the only private person who had my number. I had deleted the heart after his name as it hurt too much. But I still had his number in my phone.

Moon-man: I love you. Never forget that.

And just with that, just with that tiny piece of information, I knew exactly what was going on.

I had rushed out of my room, not even putting socks on before putting my feet in my shoes which showed exactly how much in a hurry I was as I hated the sensation of wearing shoes without socks. I ran through the corridor until I saw Steven.

"I need to get out of the ward. Now."

"Izuna, what's going on?"

I had no time for that. I was skinny, yes, but Steven stood no chance against my height. I grabbed his collar and pushed him against the wall. He immediately pushed his alarm button for help, but I was fast, as I had noticed when me and Tobirama ran away. It gave me confidence now. I took his card, used it to open the door, and ran out.

It was the most exhausting thing I'd ever done in my entire life. I ran with all the speed that I got within me and some, for fifteen minutes, while calling the police, explaining the situation to the best of my abilities while never losing speed. It was the most physically straining thing I had ever done. My lungs felt as if they were bleeding. My mouth tasted of iron. I managed to prevent myself from fainting due to blood pressure loss by sheer will power alone.