Amateur #NaPoWriMo 2015

Habit

I continue to reach for you, as if you're still there

I continue to cry for you, as if you'd bother to care

I try to forget you, but you won't leave my mind

I try to forgive you, but you've been so unkind

How could you love me like that?

Then leave me like this?

How could you make me like you so much?

Then leave me in a rush?

Your piercing eyes continue to trap me

Your amazing lies continue to trick me

And I can't, I can't even hate you

I don't, I don't even know how to

I continue to look for you, as if you're coming back

I continue to wait for you, as if you'd know the track

I'll try to forget you, though I can't help but ask

To try to forgive you, how do I manage that task?

How could you love me like that?

Then leave me like this?

How could you make me like you so much?

Then leave me in a rush?

Your piercing eyes won't trap me anymore

Your amazing lies won't work now that I know the score

And I can, I can start to forget you

But I won't, I won't forgive you

I used to think I won't be able to live without you

But I've lived better now that we're through

Don't try to find me in order to reconcile

Don't try to fix this with your devilish smile

Your piercing eyes won't trap me anymore

Your amazing lies won't work now that I know the score

When I could, I have forgotten you

But I never, I won't ever forgive you

Lyric.