The Ride

CHAPTER 9: Starting Over

BELLATRIX

Was all of this really happening?! One minute I was deciding after all to come to this party and one of Lyna's employees was coming along then the next minute, I go from arguing with Cyran to us making out and soon enough feeling him inside of me again. Not that I'm complaining of course.

Then Nikki comes in and snaps me back to reality. He has a girlfriend. How could I have forgotten about her?

Despite what I heard about her from Angelyne and others about their so called 'relationship' I am noticing in this moment that she is taking this whole thing between her and Cyran seriously. And since I don't want any drama, I just decide to make myself scarce.

"What the fuck?!" Cyran yelled at Nikki right as he gets up and buttons up his pants.

"I'll leave." I mention.

"That would be a good idea. And stay the hell away from my man, while you're at it!" She yells at me as I walk past her.

"Trix...." I heard Cyran call out behind me but I didn't want to hear it. So I left.

I then made my way towards the front door after finding Angelyne and asked if we could leave.

"Yeah. This party is getting boring anyways." She says and we all three began walking out towards the car since the guy that came with us seemed to have found somebody to hook up with.

Once we arrived back at the house, I told them both goodnight then headed towards the guest bedroom and as I lay down onto the bed, I can't help but think about tonight (putting Nikki's interruption out of mind).

I can't believe what had happened between Cyran and I. His touch gave me the same reaction as it always did. In fact, I hadn't realized just how much effect his lips and hands had on me still until tonight.

The best part of it all was that he wanted me still just as much as I wanted him.

However, there is the whole Nikki thing and even if they aren't really together, he needs to make sure she understands that because if she doesn't and come to find out he has already explained to her that it's over, then her and I will have a 'talk'.

I really don't want any drama though but if it came down to something like that then so be it.

There is the other possibility though that actually has been in the back of my head about how he won't break up with her and last night was just him being really drunk to where he won't even remember anything.

Something I have always been told before and noticed is that a lot of time when people get drunk, a lot of the time it can cause people to tell the truth. But either way, we shall see. Only time will be able to tell and until I know for certain, I'm not going to dwell on it or anything.

Throughout the rest of the week, it seemed like Cyran was real busy with things seeing as to how he hasn't come over or nothing. Not that I didn't believe it because I know it takes a lot to be the President of a motorcycle club like his. It's just that....I guess you could say, I missed him.

Then today, while Angelyne and Lyna were gone meeting up with clients, I stayed behind and started to sketch out some ideas I had for luxurious tiny homes while listening to music through my earbuds and sitting down on the couch.

Next thing I know as I look up for just a second I notice Cyran standing in the room looking at me as he leans against the wall between the front door and entrance to this living room with a big smile on his face as he watches me - startling me.

I quickly take out my earbuds and try tucking a few strands of hair behind my ears to look somewhat decent.

"You scared me." I tell him.

"My bad." He replies.

"If you're looking for Angelyne or Lyna, they're meeting up with their clients." I tell him as I get up and start taking the mug of tea I finished drinking into the kitchen to place in the sink.

Then as soon as I turned around, there he was. He was standing just a merely couple feet away from me, looking me up and down then looking into my eyes.

"I'm not here for them." He tells me.

"Oh...? Why are you here then?" I asked even though I already knew but wanted to hear him tell me.

"I'm here because I wanted to apologize for the other night, at the party. Nikki and I never were together. Not in a serious relationship, or ANY relationship. Either way, it's over. When I saw you at the party and after kissing you, I realized that any anger or resentment I felt towards you all these years, quickly went away." He began to explain as he slowly stepped closer to me.

"Yeah?" I asked.

"The truth is, I don't care why you left. You had your reasons. None of us are perfect and besides, I'm glad you weren't around to witness what had happened to my family months later but....FUCK, why is this so hard?!" He says sounding frustrated towards the end.

"Because you truly do care about me and want to be with me as much as I do with you." I finish for him.

Now we are so close to one another that we can feel each other's breath on our lips.

"Trix?" He says under his breath.

"Yes?" I replied.

"Come take a ride with me." He tells me.

Okay, not what I was expecting or hoping that he said but, I will take it. Plus, I always loved when he told me that back when we dated and to hear him say it now, makes me feel just as happy as it once did back then.

"Okay." I replied.

Next chapter will be posted soon! :)