One-shot Wonderland

Mistakes and Learning

I think I'm going to start doing more guy POVs but I need to figure stories out first.

Liana has been bullied by the same guy for years. One night she succumbs to his charms and it ends in sexy rendezvous. A couple weeks later she missed her period and starts getting sick.

I get up in the middle of the night and rush to the bathroom. Whatever food I had earlier in the day did not mix well in my stomach. I would assume it's because my period it coming, but it's been five days past due. The time frame is too consistent with the time I slept with Logan. Fuck I hope I'm not pregnant. I'll just have to get a test tomorrow and I'll go from there. I just hope I'm not pregnant, I know my parents will kill me. God my dad will be so disappointed and my mom will scold me.

What happened to being an ugly nerd nobody wanted?

Why did Logan have to want me?

Why did I have to want him?

He was all I could think about 24/7 and now this is my consequence. I better get to bed, before I spend the whole night worrying about things and causing myself unneeded stress.

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I woke up early the next morning and puked my guts out. I dry heaved and threw up for a good five minutes, before I could leave the bathroom without worrying about throwing up everywhere. I made sure to brush my teeth and tongue well, so that the throw up taste would leave my mouth.
It was quite early and nobody else was awake, considering it's a Saturday morning. I tiptoed to my older brother Jack's room and woke him up.

"Jack come to the store with me?" I ask.

"Uh sure" he gets up and gets ready. I leave his room and hope that he doesn't get too mad at me. I just really need his support right now and Jack is the only person that I could tell. My other siblings are too young and my older sister Willow is away on a trip with friends, otherwise she would be going with me instead. We went downstairs and I wrote a little note on the white board connected to the fridge.

Went to the store with Jack be back in a bit xx Liana

If they have any questions they could just text me. Jack got his keys and we quickly went to his car, once we got settled he headed towards the closest store. We pulled into the target parking lot and went inside, going straight to the medical isles.

"Liana why are we in the medical isle? We have plenty of medicine and stuff at home" he says and I don't answer him until I find what I'm looking for.

"Look please don't be angry at me" I pick up a box of clear blue digital tests. His eyes widen and I can't tell which emotions he's feeling right now.

"You're pregnant?" He asks, a bit of anger lined in his tone.

"I'm not sure, that's why I'm getting a test" I head to the self checkout to pay for the tests. Thank god for self checkout. I don't think I'd be able to face a cashier, I don't want the judgment.

"I thought you were a virgin?" Jack follows me out the store and to the car.

"I was" I tell him and he shakes his head. The whole ride home was silent and I just looked out the window not thinking about anything. I want my head clear and straight so that I don't overwhelm myself before I even know anything. When we got in the driveway Jack turned the car off and we sat there in silence.

"Why?" Jacks asks.

"Why what?" I look up at him.

"I thought you would be more responsible. You're the responsible one Liana. You get amazing grades, you're a scholar, you're a good kid. Why do the one thing that could fuck all that up?" He asks and I look down.