One-shot Wonderland

All for Him

Thanks to C.ai they recommended me an older best friend bot and this idea popped into my head😏

Amora decides she's ready to lose her virginity after years of waiting. She so happened to want the guy to be her best friend Peter.

I've come to the conclusion that I'm ready to have sex. As random as that may sound I've been preparing myself and doing a lot of thinking. I turn 19 next month and I wanted to finally lose my virginity. The only guy I trust with my body is my best friend Peter. If it was any other guy I probably wouldn't have come to this conclusion.

Peter is just always so kind and sweet but he's also so flirty. I've always had a crush on him since we were kids so this isn't out of the blue. I'm only afraid that he'd be repulsed by the idea and wouldn't want to go near me. I think if that happens I'll have to lock myself away forever and never see the light of day again. I'd be way too embarrassed to ever show my face again.

As I got ready I couldn't help my hands being super shaky. I looked over the black lace lingerie set I was wearing and started second guessing my decision on attire.

What if he hated it?

What if he looked at me and was repulsed?

I couldn't bear the thought of that happening to me. So I decided to take some deep breaths and clear my mind. If he says no or rejects me I'll just gather my things and leave his house with my head held high. At least I tried and that's got to count for something.

Right?

I put a cute little dress over the lingerie and a cardigan over top of that. After spraying some perfume and making sure I smelled my absolute best I grabbed my belongings. I headed to my car and began driving to Peter's house, which is a 5 minute drive. While driving I listened to calming music in order to suppress my nerves. My choice in artists were Slipknot, Deftones, System of the down, and Pierce the veil. As I pulled into his driveway my heart began to pound even more. The nerves that were suppressed began to bubble up again and my hands were shaky. I took a deep breath and got out of my car before going to his door and knocking lightly.

"Hey Amora come in" he hugs me and smiles then leads the way to his room. "You smell good by the way" he sits on his bed and I smile.

"Thank you" I sit down on the edge nervously and play with the ring on my finger.

"Ora why are you sitting on the edge of the bed like this is your first time at my house" Peter pats the side next to him. I moved a little bit closer and he frowns. "Seriously Amora is there something wrong?" He asks.

"Um I want to talk to you about something" my hands shook a bit as I tried to come up with the words without stuttering.

"Whatever it is you know you can tell me" he places his hand on my thigh and I bite my lip.

"I want to have sex" I say quickly. He retracts his hand in shock and his expression changed. "What I mean by that is I want to have sex with you" I slightly whisper and his look definitely showed more than surprised. There was complete silence for a good minute and I was beginning to think he was repulsed by the idea.

"Look I love you Amora but you know I can't have sex with you. I don't want to take your first time" he shakes his head.

"But I want you to" I say.

"I can't be the one to take your virginity Amora, especially because you're my best friend. I don't want things to get weird and complicated. I would never want you to regret it after. I want your first time with someone to be what you dreamed of" he sighs.

"It's okay I had a feeling you'd say this but it's okay. I'll just go to Jackson's since he had offered to help me learn a few things" I shrug and grab my bag then head for the door. Before I can even reach the handle I'm grabbed by Peter and he pulls me close to his chest.