I still remember. Do You? ꒰ა yoonmin ໒꒱

17.

Jimin walk aimlessly along the crowded street, he doesn't know where he's heading to but he just continues walking with no place in his head. It's better than staying at that place anyways.

Jimin felt his heart ache, more like someone has put their hand inside and pulled his heart out. His eyes starts to waver as he remembers the name once again.

'Yoonjun' the sweet voice of the boy echoed in his ear. He put his hand on his ear to stop himself from hearing it, but it didn't help in any way.

'Yoonjun' he heard the name once again in his head, but this time it was in his own voice, in form of a memory that he had buried deep inside his mind for so long.

But he couldn't help himself but dive into it, he travelled through his mind stumbling across alot of memories until he found that specific one. He saw himself and Yoongi sitting under a cherry blossom tree. He felt like an intruder in his own memory.

" Hyung~"
Jimin calls for Yoongi just as he was about to fall asleep in his lap. The alpha always told him how good he sleeps whenever Jimin is next to him.

" Hmm, what is it ?"
Yoongi replies still keeping his eyes closed. He's always so relaxed when he lays his head on the omega's lap, Jimin's sweet scent can calm him down in any situation.

" I was thinking when we have a son one day-"
The words made Yoongi's eyes shot open, he looks up at Jimin wide eyed while the omega only giggled at his shocked expression.

He didn't say 'if we have', instead he uses the words 'when we have' cause he's sure that if he'll have children with someone in future, it'd be Yoongi.

"- I would name him Yoonjun."
Jimin completes his sentence, looking at Yoongi with a shy smile. His face is now the same color as the falling cherry blossoms.

" Son? Where did this suddenly come from ?"
Yoongi is taken aback by the sudden topic of children, but he won't deny that the idea of having a child with Jimin someday, excites him too.

" I was just thinking about our future."
Jimin says and then continues to hide his shy face in his alpha's broad chest. He has actually wanted to say that to Yoongi for so long, but was afraid that the alpha might get weirded out by it.

" Why Yoonjun?"
" 'Yoon' from Yoongi and 'Jun' from my Papa's name."
He replies with an excited tone, he's proud of himself for coming up with such a good name.

" A perfect combination from both families."
Yoongi ruffles Jimin's hairs, smiling at the thought of having children with Jimin. What else would he want in his life?

" And what if we have a daughter ?"
He suddenly asks Jimin.
" Then I'll let you name her."
They both giggle into each other's arms after that, happy and contented with their lives.

But soon the view starts to crack a little from the corner, before the crack spread throughout the frame, shattering such a beautiful memory into million pieces and fading back into the harsh reality.

Jimin clutches his chest in an attempt to stop the pain as he gets pulled back into the reality. It's true, the happy moments only last in memories. The tears were streaming down his cheeks and there was no one to stop them.

He squatted down near a wall, tears rolling down his cheeks, his face all puffy, eyes red and hand on his chest.
But no one dared to stop, everyone went past him like he wasn't even there. Like he doesn't exist.

And it would have been great if he never existed.

-

The rain started pouring down heavily along with the heavy winds. When everyone else were trying to find a shelter to save themselves, there was one person who didn't even care about it. He just walked normally, like it wasn't even raining.