The words that Yoonjun said to Yoongi has got Jimin in a daze. Even when he was showering all that was in his head was why would Yoonjun want to take him with them. Isn't he just an outsider for him? So why would he even want to do so? Ruin their family vacation by bringing a stranger along.
He was so troubled by the question that he almost slipped on the stairs when coming down, but thank god he caught the railing in time and avoided any tragedy that could have happened.
" Jiminie, come fast! "
Yoonjun calls for him from the dinning table. He has been sitting there since Jimin went to freshen up. And even though the omega took awfully long to come back he still resisted to eat without him." You should have started without me."
Jimin took a seat opposite to him. It was only the two of them. He could see how hungry the child must be, but he still decided to wait for him instead of digging in." No, Junie don't like eating alone."
That's one of the reason why he always waited for his father to come back home to have dinner together with him." I'm here, you can start now."
Soon, the food was served in their plates. While Jimin kept eating his food at a slow pace, Yoonjun seemed to be full in just a few bites and started playing with his food after that.The boy started to feel a little awkward because Jimin wasn't talking to him at all. He and Yoongi usually tell each other about their day when they have dinner, so he felt weird being so quite.
" Harabeoji isn't coming? "
" He's still working."
Jimin replied shortly and returned back to his food. Yoonjun didn't like how Jimin got silent again after that, his pout grows at the cold treatment.His eyes suddenly fell on the family portrait and he got curious seeing the extra presence .
" Who is the person behind Jiminie in that picture? " He points with his little finger.Jimin turns back to see him pointing at the portrait. He smiles on seeing it, he always do whenever he thinks about his late father.
" He's my papa."
He says with a proud smile." Where is he now? "
Jimin's smile falter a bit at that, trying to find right words to explain it to the boy.
" He's in heaven."
He's afraid that Yoonjun might not understand that and will ask him more. And he doesn't know how he'll explain it to him but thankfully the child didn't.Yoonjun seemed to notice Jimin's faltering smile too. So, he tried to talk about something else.
" Jiminie look pretty like his papa."
Jimin has heard this compliment many a times in his life and he honestly can never get bored of it. But today the words soothed his soul more, he just didn't know why.
He almost got dewy eyed." Junie look like his appa too? "
Yoonjun asks striking a pose that Yoongi often do. One hand on his cheek and a straight smile. Jimin felt his heart beat faster as he saw many images of Yoongi flash in Yoonjun at that particular moment. He couldn't separate their faces for some seconds.He diverted his gaze to look at his plate instead.
" Yeah." Even though Jimin said it slowly, Yoonjun heard it and it brought a big smile on his face. He really likes it when people tell him he looks like his appa.Right now, like Yoonjun Jimin started playing with his food too. He doesn't think he can stop himself from asking about Yoonjun's other parent now.
" Umm what about your other parent, your mama or papa ? "
He regretted a bit as the words come out, afraid that he might have hurted the boy in a way. But Yoonjun didn't show much reaction at the question, probably because he got asked about it alot." My papa? "
" Junie don't know." He replies and shrugged his shoulder, his face doesn't show any kind of sadness or hurt. Jimin is curious as to why is that." Appa said my papa lives very far away and that only Junie and Appa are a family now."
Yoonjun smiled after saying that. And even though it might not have hurted him, it still made Jimin's heart ache." Have you ever seen your papa? Any picture? "
Yoonjun shook his head at that, and started finishing his food instead after playing with it for so long." Jiminie, do you miss your papa? " Yoonjun suddenly asks when Jimin was about to stand up. The omega got lost in the memories while answering the question.
" Yeah, I miss him very much."
A sad smile on his face.
" I used to help him in the kitchen and he would chase me all around the house because I didn't like to eat my food while sitting at one place."
His smile got bigger when he saw an image of him running around while his father chased behind him with a plate in his hand." He would take me to park every saturday and we would play together. Even when he was sick, he still played with me so happily. Just so I wouldn't get worried about him."
Jimin realizes how he have been rambling his thoughts to Yoonjun while the child just looked at him with wide eyes.Jimin quickly sucked his tears in, not wanting to cry in front of the little boy.
" But since he left it's only me and dad. He gives me the love of both him and my papa. He never let me cry."
He smiles, at least he still have his dad with him, if not he doesn't know how he would have managed his life.Jimin makes an eye contact with Yoonjun, knowing his intriguing questions might have made the child think about his other parent too.
" Just like how your Appa loves you."
He tries to cheer up the boy, thinking that whatever they talked about might be too much for his little brain." Junie loves appa very much."
" Yeah, you're lucky to have him as your father."
Jimin felt his mouth go dry while saying that. He remembers how he used to think that their children would be so lucky to have Yoongi as their father since the alpha has always been a natural with kids.But he never imagined how his life would have turned around like this.
" Junie is very lucky."
The boy happily smiles, and Jimin tries to fake a smile too.-
Yoonjun was sleeping in the same bed as Jimin again. For the excuse, he told Jimin that he was used to sleep with his father and since the room was so big he felt lonely. So, in the end Jimin had no choice but to let him sleep in his bed.
It was already 2'o clock but Jimin was still awake. Something keep fidgeting inside his mind, and he couldn't wait till the morning so he decided to ask the question to soothe his curious mind.
" Hey!"
" Are you asleep? "
He turns in his sleeping position so he could face Yoonjun. The boy in a deep slumber since he was tired after playing with them." Oi kiddo! "
He shook the boy a little, making him stir up." Junie sleeppp." He says in a grunpy tone and turned his back at Jimin.
" Just answer one of my question then you can sleep."
He waited for the boy to say yes, but the answer never came." Are you listening to me? "
He shook him again and this time Yoonjun nodded his head.
" Why did you say to your father that you want to take me with you to Japan ? "" Hey! "
" Cause-"
" Jiminie make appa smile."
With that Yoonjun wrapped his arms around Jimin, snuggling in his embrace for warmth.The omega laid still from shock as he tried to let the words settle in his brain. He thought Yoonjun's answer would calm the storm in his brain but it only made it much more bigger.
He now wants to know why the child think that he makes Yoongi happy, when all he does is to find ways to annoy him.
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