My Secrets (1D FF)

Chapter 20

December 1st.

*Arias's POV*

I'm in New York City!!!

Me and Carmen flew up here yesterday, a couple hours after her treatment, and on Monday morning we have to go to the hospital for a treatment.

The poor thing has already started to loose her hair. A week after the treatments started I was brushing her hair and saw that more was in the brush then usual. She didn't even freak out when I told her though. Carmen was actually okay with it, she said it made her look even more beautiful. I won't lie, I cried when she said that. I actually was crying so badly that she got worried and picked up my phone to call Harry.

Speaking of Harry, we are okay now. Now being the key word. We have argued once since the argument over the phone. Again it was over something completely stupid. I blame it all on the stress, but I really have no clue why.

Today the boys are going around for a few hours filming some things for a comic relief video. So with them doing that me and Carmen are hanging out with the '1D girlfriend club' which is basically me, Han, El, Per, and Immy who is just tagging along with. Later on though me and Carmen are meeting up with Harry at the Central Park Zoo.

I quickly got myself dressed in a pair of light wash skinny jeans, white Hollister v-neck , my Myra air walks (boots with fur) , and a thick pink and black plaid jacket with a fuzzy hood from Aeropostale. After getting myself dressed and my hair brushed and pulled into a side pony I went to get Carmen ready for the day.

I dressed bug in toddler sized black skinny jeans, a white v-neck, red cardigan, a thicker fleece jacket with a hood, a red beanie, and her white converse. I think my daughter may have a better fashion sense than me.... I don't know it hasn't been proven yet!

After getting her dressed and ready to go we went out to the hotel lobby where the girls, Anne and Maura were standing.

I met Anne yesterday and she is very sweet. Carmen took to her quick; Anne was the same as well to Carmen. I don't think I seem anyone smile as big as she did when she saw how her son acted around and treated Carmen.

"Finally the Hale girls decided to join us!" Hannah said as she saw us walking up.

"Oh hush it Han! I had to help a tired three year old get ready; not to easy to do!" I said to her smiling.

"Mommy where is daddy?" Carmen asked me. She was standing next to me and holding on to my finger since she can't really hold my hand.

"He has some things to do, we will see him later on!" I explained to her and she just smiled and then ran over to Anne and Maura who had open arms ready to get a hug.

"Well girls we are off! See you all later!" Maura said as she put Carmen back on the ground.

The two ladies walked out the front entrance of the hotel and went out to their car.

"I guess we should be heading off too. I wanna go by the 1D world store!" Immy exclaimed.

We all nodded and I picked up Carmen so we can head outside. Even though the fans are barricaded off and can't really reach us I don't want Carmen to hurt herself by being blinded by the flashes of cameras, or tripping and a fan grabbing her. You can never be to careful with Carmen, especially now with chemo treatments she is much more weaker and tired than usual.

Throughout the day we all went to many different stores and even ended up in Times Square. While in Times Square we saw Louis and whoever was in the car with them get pulled over and saw the boys dancing with people. I don't think they saw us.