Tough Love Carl Grimes x reader

Ch 12.

Ch. 11 recap
"Y/n! What are you doing, you're bleeding to much come on we have to treat it before it gets infected." Rick said grabbing my hands. "I'm fine." I said with my teeth gritted together while yanking my hands away.
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Y/N POV
I watched Carl jump to hug Michone. I just watched and never talked even when everyone, including Carl laughed. "Y/n wanna come and try to beat me?" Michone asked me hitting my arm lightly with hers. I just kept walking and then their laughter died to nothing. Carl ran to me and started speaking but I just kept walking. He was still next to me but not saying anything.then he grabbed my hand and walked with me, he never said anything. He just walked. I tightened my hand on his and stopped, then I don't know why I jumped in his arms and he carried me for a little while. My head buried in is collared shirt. I whispered to him feeling like I was gonna cry saying this to him. " I missed us...I miss you." I said holding him close to me. He whispered something back. "I missed us too. I missed us more than anything." He said before kissing my cheek and putting me down to walk. We heard something more like someone. That's when we saw Daryl. "DARYL!?" I yelled running to him and hugging him tightly when I felt a yank on my arm. I screamed from the utter shock and disbelief. "What the fuck was that for you prick!" I yelled standing up and wiping my hands and pants off. "Calm down princess we're just trying to have some fun, right boys!" This old man yelled he mentioned his name but I didn't care. He then grabbed me and put a gun to my head and licked my next. "HEY GET THE FUCK OFF OF ME YOU PIECE OF SHIT!" I yelled kicking and scratching him as much as possible. He threw me to the ground and told one of his men to have his way with me. I tried running, more like crawling to help Carl but I was grabbed by my leg and dragged near the light source, so everyone can see me as he ripped off my shirt and started groping me. I screamed until I felt my throat hurt and ach. "CARL!" I screamed not thinking this made Rick look at his son and saw what they were doing and looked at me still trying to help him. This ticked Rick so much he took a bite out of the old dudes neck. That made the men let go and go into shock I took this chance to grab a gun and shoot the one who took me, and the one that hurt Daryl. I let Rick kill the one on Carl. I ran full speed to Carl crying and making sure he wasn't hurt to badly. "Carl are you okay?! I'm so sorry I-I tried to g-et to you but-" he cut me off by holding my hands to his heart and using his other hand to bring my head on his chest. He knew how to calm me down and show me without words he was okay. And I stopped crying and almost fell asleep until he told Daryl to help carry me to the van. I slept next to Carl and Michone feeling nothing but comfort from the silence and the heart beat of Carl. We continued to the place we saw on the signs... Terminus. Just the name alone gives me the creeps. "Why do we have to go there, what if they are a threat to us and just use people to-" I got cut off by Daryl. "Well even then we can get ourselves out of that mess. Just gotta kick some ass!" Daryl said yelling the last part while picking me up and putting me on his shoulders. "Dad- Daryl S-stoppp!" I giggled but I realized I accidentally said dad.. " Hey, you'll always be my daughter to Y/n." Daryl said putting me down and flicking my head just like he did when we first talked. "Do you think we'll meet up with the rest off our group?" I said walking in the center off everyone. They all stopped and had unpleasant looks on their faces. "We don't know if they're alive. No point in hoping if their not." Rick said looking at me then looking at the trees. "But I saw the bus leave..I think Carol has Judith.." I finally admitted to what I might've seen. "What?!" Carl yelled dropping whatever was in his hand and turning towards me. They all looked pissed. "Wait! Let me explain what I thought I saw, I did see Carol around Judith but I also saw some other little girls. I definitely know the bus left with most of the people...but I don't think Carol got on the bus.." I said letting everything out. Rick was so shocked and then the anger arose. "You knew?! My daughter might be alive and you just thought you shouldn't tell us!" Rick yelled with his hand in the air and the other on his resting on his hip. "I didn't want to get your hopes up, I wasn't sure if what I saw was correct from all the dust and the loud shit! I thought you would react like this no matter when I told you so I just kept it to myself." I said getting up from my sitting position and walking away on the train tracks. "Y/n!" I heard Carl yell but I continued. "Y/n, I get it why you didn't want to tell us. But you know that's our family, we want to know as much as possible even if you don't know exactly what you saw." Carl said running to my side and stopping me. "Here the suns getting in your eyes." He said and put his hat on me. "Carl it's fine I don't need it, it's yours anyways." I said tilting the hat up so I can see him clearly. "No you wear it. You look cute in it." He said kissing my cheek and walking ahead of me, leaving me in shock. I then shook out of it and ran to him laughing and jumping on his back.
(Keep in mind I'm 5'1-5'2.) "No no mister sly, you can't just do that and walk away from cute little old me!" I said putting his arms around me pulling us close together. "Ohhhh so I'm mister sly? Says the girl who's like a bunny rabbit. Sweet and cute one minute and a total beast the next." He said kissing my temple. That's when we heard something. We looked over to see all the adults telling us to knock it off. "Best stop now soon enough at your ages babies are gonna be flying around." Daryl said hitting Carl on the back of the head. I giggled then realized. "Wait what?! N-no, me and Carl doing-" then Carl finished for me again. "Yeah we might look like we would do that, but we are just two best friends who want to be by each other's sides forever." He said a time cocky like he was the smartest dude alive. "Yeah calm your pants before you say that Carl." I said giggling at him and his unzipped pants. Everyone started laughing with me. "Okayyy okay you had laughs now shut up." He said whilst walking away from us and I could see he was dying to laugh but he knew we would bug him about it.