Sam Whittermore/Jared Padalecki

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Sam's POV

Here I am, laying in my bed, crying like always.

I just woke up in the middle of the night, like always. I am not getting any sleep lately. It is getting worse.

The reason why I woke up today, was because of my ex. I broke up with him because he cheated on me, called all sorts of bad things.

I dreamt of it. Again. That did'n really help on my depression. I can't wait to get started on that course I signed up for. I really hope it works because if it don't, I am going to end up dead. That is how I feel. Dead. Broke. Like shit. Everyday is like hell.

Some hours later

Jared's POV

I really don't know why I am still going to this course. It doesn't really help. I just want to die.

Last night, I tried to commit suicide, but my sister caught me in the act, and stopped me.

I feel it everyday. It's just getting worse. My soul is dark. There's no way out of this. No way. A depression is like a war. Either you win, or die trying. I'm bleeding to death, and there's no ting that can help me.

I have given up. Given up on everything. But here I am. Walking on the street on my way to that stupid course.

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