After the dream

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Jared's POV

"JARED! WAKE UP!"

I stormed out of my bed. Jensen was standing right beside me, worried.

"What?" I asked him. Tired.

"You were crying in your sleep. Moving around. Sweating. And I could'n wake you up. Are you okay?" He said.

"Yeah. I just had a nightmare. Nothing special." I sighed.

He is a little too overprotecting. Just a little.

"You sure it's nothing. I mean you looked horrified."

"Yeah. I'm okay. I swear."

"You know I don't believe you, right?" He said, looking straight in my eyes.

"Jensen, I'm okay. It was just a nighmare. Nothing else."

"Okay. Then why don't you tell me about it."

"N-no, I-I can't." I stuttered out.

"Look, I'm here for you. You know that. Right?" He said to me.

"I know. I know. It's just. I'm not sure if it was just a dream. Or if it actually happened."

"Jared, you and me talking, this is reallity. You were dreaming."

"I'm aware of that, thanks. I mean, I'm not sure if it was just a dream, or some sort of flashback"

He has never looked so worried in all the time I have known him.

He sat down beside me and just hugged me, saying that he just wanted me to be happy, safe, and if I were not sure about this dream, I should go and get professionel help. Maybe it could trigger some sort of memory.

I have never cried so much in my whole life. Never.

Sam's POV

Jared. I can not take him if my mind.

What happened that keeps haunting me.

He so much more worse than I have ever imagined.

My parents just invited me on a vaction to Greece.

I am not sure if I should leave Jared, here alone, or if I should go with them.

I know he has Jensen to watch out for him, and that comforts me, but if something happenes to him, and I am not home. I can not stand that.

Today is going to be a long day for me, and I know I will not be able to call or text Jared. It scares me.

I have work. I have to meet with my parents and talk about Greece. I have a meeting. I litterly have a thousand things to do. None of them includes having time to check up on Jared.

I will try. Of couse I will. I can not let it go. No one would ever be able to do that if it was the person they loved the most, it happened to.

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I have been to work. I had the time to check on Jared one time. I texted him, asking if he was okay after last night. He, luckily, replied fast, saying he will be.

It just does not comfort me. I do not believe him. I wish I could, but I just do not.

I just arrived to the place where I have my meeting. I know it will be awful being there. I am so scared that he will do something stupid.

I just texted him again. I asked if Jensen was with him. He has not anwsered yet. Hopefully he will soon.

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The meeting is over. Finally. I have 30 minuets until I have to meet with my parents.

Enough time to visit Jared.

Luckily, Jensen is with him.

I just texted him, asking if it was okay to come by for a short moment.

It is okay.

Jared's POV

Sam is coming. I do not know if I should tell her about my dream, and Jensen's plan about me going to see a theapist.

Jensen says I should. She needs to know.

We will see.


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