Unconditionally

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Ayana
Its four days left to the wedding and Mesuli is super strange. I woke up to find him not in bed so I got up cleaned as my phone rang.
Me: hi
Tumi: we still on for fitting today?
Me: yes ill come by your work and pick you up the store is in Sandton.
Tumi: cool my leave is approved we can leave tomorrow
Me: cool mom is waiting on me, she found a goat to slaughter for my departure.
Tumi: that Good and how things with the king?
I took a deep breath
Me: distance
Tumi: maybe his stressing like you
Me: that what I thought
Tumi: Give him time okay
Me: I will.
Tumi: see you
I hang up got to the kitchen and found food in the warmer and a side note.
" Good Morning love, I prepared something for you"
I laughed because he has never prepared anything in his life when it comes to food. I took it out and ate. The door buzzed and I looked at the screen to see it one of the guards and they walked in with a lady cop and Man.
Roger: You have visitors , he moved to the corner as i showed them the couch
Me: can I get you anything?
Cops: No thanks.
Me: How can I help?
Man cop: is the king home?
Me: no
Man cop: detective Nzuza and constable Zindela
Me: How can I help.
Detective Nzuza: You are listed as the next of kin for your ex Husband Mduduzi Shazi. My body tensed up when his name was said.
Me: okay
Detective Nzuza: we here to make you aware of his death.
Me: death?
Detective Nzuza: yes death
Me: am not understanding you.
I felt my blood get cold.
Detective Nzuza: he is no longer with us.
There was silence and I saw they were looking at me.
Me: His family is in Bergville. I don't have contact with any of them and I have no idea where about in Bergville are they.
Detective Nzuza: we know, they said the same thing about you. His mother has claimed his body.
Me: Than why are you here?
They both looked at each other.
Constable Zindela: You opened up a case against him with 4 charges one of them being rape and the manner in which he was killed....
I got up looked at the young woman.
Me: You can't say you thinking I killed him.

Mesuli
I walked in the back entrance with my flowers wanting to surprise her and stopped when I daw her standing over two people

Ayana
Me: Am not sure what happened to him or the cause of his death but that man for 3 full years tortured me. Raped me whenever I said no.beat me so many times that I had a cracked ribs and femur. Isolated me from the world as I knew it. He abused me for 3 fucking years emotionally, physically and mentally and I couldn't fo shit then. And now here you are, after years of me calling for helping and two days later my case disappears. You sitting on my couch tell me the way he died raises speculation. Well fuck you and your system. Where were you when I was in hospital having a bloody wire holding my jaws together? Or when I lost my first child, second and third due to the trauma he made me suffer. Or the 6 days I was locked in a room with nothing but water and a bucket??? Where the fuck were you???
The both kept quiet. I calmed myself and looked at them with tears rolling down my eyes.
Me: I didn't kill him and am glad his dead I hope he rots in hell and before you jump to my fiancé. He was busy paving his way through the walls I have up because of that die to even lift a finger about him. For fuck sake he doesnt even know the extent of the trauma iv been through with that man. If they nothing else, Roger can show you out.
They both got up and Roger walked them to the elevator door.
Me: how did he die?
Constable took two pictures and gave me and I looked at his body and I did not expect to see his organs around him and his penis chopped out and stuffed in his mouth. I gave her back the pictures with shaking hands.
Constable Zindela: Am sorry we failed you.
Me: He was a horrible man but this.... this is no way to die.
Roger opened up the elevator and they all got in and I stood there and went down on my knees and cried. I cried for all the years of torture iv endured. I cried for all my unborn babies that he took away from me. I cried for the guilt and pain iv carried throughout the years and when I was done I got up wiped my face and turned to find Melusi standing behind me with tears streaming down his face. They say man don't cry but mine does and i walked up to him and he held me tight and fresh tears came rushing out of my eyes and he held me as I cried.
Me: it's over. I no longer have to look behind my back. It's over. He squeezed me tighter.
Melusi: I have something to tell you.
I looked at him because his voice was different than the norm.
Me: What is it?
He slowly backed away from me and I watched as his face turned as white as a paper. His veins were popping everywhere and long thin bones came out if his hands. His k nine grew longer and he went harry. A growl vibrated in his chest than Big strong black wings popped up from his back.
I looked at him with shock and I couldn't speak. We stood like that for a while with me taking it all in.
Me: What are you?
He looked at me with fire red eyes. The eyes iv seen before and I thought it was my imagination.
He growled and It was the same growl he makes when his satisfied and I knew than that in this state he can't speak. My heart was beating to fast. I slowly moved closer to him and he backed away.
Me: You not going to hurt me.
He stood still as I slowly moved closer and when I was in front of him. I took his hand and touched it with his new features and placed it on my cheek. I looked up at him right in his eyes. I placed my palm on his cold face.
Me: You accepted me with my flaws. You took me in and loved me and protected me from the evils of the world. You saw my scares and never looked at me with disgust but instead made love to me and kissed every inch of my imperfections. You natured me with love and understanding. Gave me room to grow and heal. Who am I not to love you when you have loved me with all my imperfections. Yes this is scary but it doesn't take away my love for you nor my trust in you. You never going to hurt me and Ill do my best never to hurt you too. I love you Mesuli Nkosiyonke Dlangamandla with all your imperfections.
I tip toe on my toes and lightly kissed his upper lip. I felt him get warmer and I saw a tear escape his red fire eyes and I wiped it away. I slowly backed away from him. And he slowly changed back to his normal self.
Mesuli: I...
I raised my hand for him to keep quiet as I moved closer to him pushing him to the couch and saddling him looking deep into his eyes as they changed colours. I felt him getting hard and I moved his big guy out of his pants as he breathed and moved my shorts and panty to the side and went down on him as my body welcomed all of him. He growled ripping my clothes off taking in my nipple in his mouth making me scream as I rode him fast chasing the sudden climax .