Unconditionally

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Gym
I was drinking water when they walked in. My heart did a small flip flop and I looked at then especially the woman in black track pants. She had on a hoodie as if she was hiding and the other two had on bum shorts and skin tops showing off they lean excellent body. I stopped my training and watched as Mike took them through the signing up process.

Ayana
The gym was very beautiful they had everything from karate to self defence to boxing to swimming. Weapons and everything that one needs for protection.

Mdu
Its been 4 months of no word from the police nor anyone knowing where Ayana was. My assistant walked in and handed me a big envelope and I opened it and looked in to find a copy of my divorce decree. I read it all. She went through with it. I went to the last page and was shocked to see that she asked for nothing and she not taking anything. 3 years she been with me and she not fighting me for anything? I called my lawyer to come down, i need to find her lawyer. If she could process a divorce they have been in touch, she knows where she is.

Ayana
Its been 3 months of intense training. Every day i go to the gym with Tumi on her work days and she drops me off and I do my kick boxing, self defence and shooting than go home bath eat and sleep than off to work and come home rest for an hour or so while waiting for Tumi to go to the gym. I walked out off the shower and quickly dressed and walked out bumping so hard to strong body and he caught me before I fell.
Voice: Sorry...
Me: Am so sor....
I was silent. I looked in to the most beautiful light brown eyes ever. His nose was perfect. His lips not to mention his facial hair. Its was like looking at Lance cross twin. I got ahold of myself and cleared my throat.
Me: am sorry
Him: Am sorry too, did I hurt you?
Me: No am okay, thanks for asking.
Him: Mesuli Nkosi
Me: Ayana
Mesuli: Pleasure to meet you
Me: Like wise. I adjusted my bag and at him murmured excuse me and walked out to the coffee shop to buy my green tea before catching a taxi home.

Mesuli
She was more beautiful up close than far. I smiled to myself smelling the fresh lavender smell that her shampoo has. Her big green eyes looking at me studying me and her shy smile. I stood therefor a while as she walked to the cafe across the street.
Jo: After hearing you talk about her for the past week really thought you will say more than just Hi.
Me: fuck off, grab the guns am going to drink coffee.
Jo: You don't drink coffee
Me: I do today.
I walked out to the cafe and saw her sitting by the corner seat looking out to the indoor garden they have there. I asked the lady to give me hot water in a closed cup and she looked at me weird but gave me. I walked up to her.
Me: mind if i join you?
I saw her quickly wiping tears away and faking a smile and my heart shattered into a million pieces.

Ayana
I saw the hot guy from the gym and tried to smile but my heart was in my problems. Today i got my divorce decree and I knew Mdu got his. Its a matter of time before he comes to kill me for leaving him. I took a deep breath and smiled.

Mesuli
I watched her breath to calm her self and look at me with a smile pasted on her face.
Me: Hectic morning?
Ayana: ill get through it.
Me: Anything I can help with?
She lightly laughed making my heart jump in joy.
Ayana: Thanks for the offer.
She took a sip of her tea and I watch her tiny delicate hands shake.
Me: You know God never gives us what we can't handle.
Ayana: What you know about God.
She looked at me with curiosity.
Me: I have a christian mother who makes sure I attend church.
Ayana: I see
She took a sip of her tea and I drank my warm water as if am sipping tea.

Ayana
The silence wasn't bad nor un welcoming but it was soothing and peaceful.
Mesuli: Can this be our thing whenever you here?
I looked at him.
Me: sitting in silence with a stranger?
Mesuli: Yeah
I looked at him for a second.
Me: I can't
Mesuli: Why?
Me: dealing with a lot lately, so I can't have you in my mess.
Mesuli: not asking for much just a morning of silence with an occasional chitchat here and there.
I looked at him for some time.
Me: You seem like a nice guy but I can't. I got up and adjusted my bag.
Me: Thanks
And turned away quickly before he could say anything and left.

Mesuli
I watched her leave as fast as she could and I just stood there as she quickly got in a taxi. I looked at the number and I knew the guy so I called him.
Driver: Sho?

Ayana
I watched as the driver adjusted his mirror to my side than adjust it again and I looked outside the window. Mdu ruined men for me. Given that guy came to me years ago I would have jumped at that opportunity but now. Now I want nothing that combines me with a man. I jumped off in town
Driver: sorry sisi
Me:hmmm
Driver: can I have your number please.
I looked at him and smiled. How do i say this in a kind manner that wont make him go mad.
Me: I don't own a phone. If I had I would have given you.
He laughed and I smiled and quickly got off before he says anything. I went to home affairs and stood in line for a while to create a new ID using my original surname. When done took my temp went to the bank and created an account then went home slept. Woke up later in took a bath then went to work did my shift than went home. I got in my room and sat by the bed.
Tumi: You not going to gym today?
Me: I don't know.
She looked at me.
Tumi: Is he hot?
I looked at her shocked and blushed.
Me: how?
Tumi: I know how you love the gym. So only one thing can stop you from going and that a man. So is he handsome.
Me: Very
Tumi: has he made a move?
Me: asked if we could spend our mornings together at the cafe
Tumi: good, its around people and you can leave anytime you want too so come let go to gym.