Unconditionally

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Ayana
I looked at him.
Me: I cant do this. I took the small bottle and card placed it on the table.
Me: today i found out my best friends been kidnapping Victoria for 2 months, than I find out my husband has x- rated pictures with his ex and now I find out you murdered Mdu on top of that I have a doctor whispering bullshit in my ears and..... i felt a sharp pain on my side and full tears came to my eyes blinding me.
Mesuli held me and placed me on my back on the cough.
Mesuli: you need to calm down. Let talk about this okay.
So I told him my whole day events while he rubbed my back and when am done I saw he was angry but trying to calm himself down.
Mesuli: I get your friends reaction and Zizo have dealt with it. Am sorry about the pictures but you know everything that Victoria might bring now is in the past okay! And moving on to Mdu, did you really think someone will hurt you and leave you on edge for months and ill just let it be? No. Am not sorry about Mdu and ill not apologise for his death but I do apologise that you saw that and now have that image of me. Now this new friend you have
Me: his not my friend.
Mesuli: the minute you started entertaining him he became just that. Tell me again what he said.
Me: told me to give you all the stuff in the bottle and call him 30 minute later, his just here to bloods and in the morning you wont know there were even there.
Mesuli: what did you say to him?
Me: nothing before i could say anything he disappeared.
He looked at me for sometime
Mesuli: are you going to feed me that stuff?
I looked at him confused

Mesuli
She looked at me confused and i looked back at her
Ayana: am not understanding your question
Me: i mean what have you decided to do, are you going to feed me what in the bottle?
She looked at me.
Ayana: Are you seriously asking me that?
Me:I am
Ayana: just wow.
She grabbed her phone placed it on her the table.
Ayana: Do as you please. Am going to sleep by the guest wing and no dont come in. Ill have roger by my door.
She walked out of the lounge leaving me standing there. I was quiet for a while than texted Jo. He walked in.
Me: This what I had in mind.
I told him about the guy that had given Ayana a bottle and he looked the bottle.
Me: we will text him around 9pm and you guys will be hiding around the house and ill be sleeping in bed. Will need Zizo to act as my wife for tonight and when he walks in or about to do what ever he was planing to do we get.
Jo: Ill set up a team.
Me: Thanks. I threw myself on the chair and I saw Jo sitting with me.
Jo: Ill like to think we friends
Me: We are
Jo: Good, so talk to me
Me: I feel like am losing her
Jo: who?
Me: Ayana
Jo: What makes you say that?
Me: Its the way she is lately. Its like am slowly losing her.
Jo: want my advice?
Me: sure
Jo: She pregnant, lost babies before and also worried for her child safety. You showed her who you are so am sure that worries her if her child will be like you. She also worried if she will carry full term without any complications. Than there is the fear of being a parent, if she is ever going to be enough for you. That what got her the way she is. You just be there reassuring her that all will be well.
I looked at Jo surprised
Jo: I was married before life happened.
Me: Sorry
Jo: now don't repeat the same mistakes iv done.
Me: Ill try.
Jo: Ill add Roger and Chris as protection in he guest room
Me: Thanks
Jo got up and left as I let what he said sink in.

Ayana
Tumi walked in with a tray of food and some wings.
Tumi: Hey
Me: Hey.
She placed the food on the side table got in my with I and we sat there on silence while we ate.
Tumi: Am sorry about Victoria.
Me: Its cool. How is she?
Tumi: Zizo dealt with it.
Me: When did Zizo be like this?
Tumi: she has always been like this.
Me: Really?
Tumi: Yep
We were quiet for some time.
Tumi: The guards and Zizo are up and down your house
Me: I see
Tumi: Want to tell me about it?
Me: Its not my secret to tell
Tumi: But we not leaving right?
Me: We?
Tumi: It should be clear by now that where you go I go.
I turned to look at her with tears in my eyes.
Me: You mean that?
Tumi: Its should be clear by now. I hugged her and we talked about baby things as we slowly dozed off..