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Sasuke's POV-
I looked around. Where was I? Oh, I'm here again. I'm at the docs, the place where I last saw Naruto.
Naruto.
Why? Why were you taken away from me? Why you? Why did they take you? Why not me? I wish they took me instead! I wish I died instead of you. Not because I wanted to die, but because I wanted you to live. You were so happy and ignorant. You believe stupid fair tales, you had unreachable dreams, but you were determined and hard headed. I want to see that smile. I want to see that innocent smile, that didn't know pain, that was oblivious. That sweet smile that made my heart want to be warmed by you. I wanted your sunshine to melt away my pain. I wanted you by my side to light up my dark world. I wanted you to be with me forever. Are you really gone?
"Am I gone?"
I almost jumped out of my skin as I heard the young voice.
I turned around to see... Naruto?! While I was fourteen, he still looked five. He stood in front of me, a few feet away. I stood completely still, standing there in shock. His expression was blank, not in an emotionless way, just in a childlike way, of having no thoughts going through your head. I felt my heart rench in my chest. I had been here so many times before. Each time worse than the last.
"Am I gone?"
He repeated.
"I-i thought you were, i- I think you are. But I don't want you to be."
I choked back my tears as I felt them start to become tangled in my throat. Naruto was here, right in front of me. Like he had been so many times. I wanted to hug him, to tell him I'm sorry, to ask for forgiveness. But I knew this all too well. It's only a dream. This damn same dream. I've dreamed it all my life, I've never had another dream, not since Naruto died. Ever since his death this has been all I see every night, every time I sleep. It's mading.
"Yes you do."
He said, still in a childlike way. Sounding almost happy, almost. There was a tinge of sadness, or maybe it was hurt, in the back of his voice., and I knew why it was there. I had hurt him. Hurt him in ways no human can describe.
"No... no I don't."
I felt tears start to build in the corners of my eyes and I did my best to hold them back. Please, not this again. I don't want this again. I felt my body start to panic, and even it knew what was happening, and it knew what was to come.
"Yes you did. You wanted me to die. You said you wished I was never born."
He started walking towards me and I started backing away down the hill.
"You were relieved when you heard I was killed."
"...no...n-no I wasn't. I-... I was torn apart. I felt like my world was ending. I felt like I was dying."
My voice began to tremble and a tear slowly slid down my cheek.
"But you didn't die! I did! I died! And you didn't care."
I began to shake my head as tears now fell freely from my eyes.
"N-no. No, I cared! I c-cared for you! You meant everything to me."
I felt my heart start to ache terribly in my chest, I clenched both hands over it attempting to ease the pain, but it only got worse.
"Nah, I meant nothing to you! You said you never loved me!"
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