Mad

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'Bang' Saying nick was furious wouldn't even be half right he felt like he was going to explode he had to leave before he said something he might regret later. Charlie had been talking to someone on Snapchat and even tho Charlie wasn't saying anything flirty the other boy was and nick hated how oblivious Charlie was to it. He hated reading the messages between his boyfriend and some random Dickhead on Snapchat . Charlie had said they were just friends and he wasn't lying Charlie thought they were just friends but obviously Nick didn't see it like that.
Charlie was furious because he couldn't understand nicks POV he tried to he really did but charlie was innocent when it came to these sort of things he just thought Nick was jealous because he made a new friend; but he soon realised what Nick was thinking and that made charlie angry. How could he even think he was cheating on him. How stupid was he. 

Charlie's POV
When nick slammed my door I broke down how was this my fault I was just talking to a friend and Nick had to explode like I was cheating on him or something " rghh" I breathed out exhausted. Tori knocked on my door I didn't answer instead I curled up into a ball wishing I'd just disappear. "Hey" tori said in a loving voice which made me want to throw up . "Go away " I managed to mumble out in between my sobs. "Charlie what happened, talk to me ." Tori said as she walked closer to my bed and pulling me into a hug. "I'm stupid, I'm so stupid " I said whilst hitting my head trying to get the voices  in my head to stop. "Hey , hey stop it , stop it ." Tori said holding my hands. "Tell me what happened, everything that happened." She said looking in my eyes.

I managed to tell her everything that happened without breaking down,she just stared at me. "Speak to him you don't wanna got bed mad at him and he shouldn't go to bed mad at you" really that's all the advice she could give me. I just nodded my head. She left my room and I just stared at my ceiling laying in bed.

Nicks POV
I slammed his door on the way downstairs I apologised to his mum for being disrespectful then left making sure not to slam the front door. I tried to dry my tears away before I got home. I was so mad. Mad at Charlie mad at the prick that thought it was ok to text Charlie mad at myself for over reacting but I couldn't go back and apologise because I felt like a prick . This whole fight was my fault I shouldn't really be mad at Charlie but how could I not be. It was so frustrating how innocent he was he didn't even realise the boy on the other side of the phone was clearly flirting with him calling beautiful saying how he wished he had someone like him to love. It made me feel sick reading the messages between them. But I realised I shouldn't be mad at Charlie for it how could I be he had no idea he thought he just made a new friend. Charlie loved making new friends. He loved making people feel good about themselves because he can't feel good about himself that's one thing I wish I could change about him. No matter how much I compliment him he just turns it around and starts complementing me which I'm not mad about,but I wish he could see how perfect he was. I looked up at my house not even realising that i was here already I looked in my phone camera to see if my eyes were red and they were . Great now mums going to pester me about telling her why I was crying. I opened the door and immediately heard my mums voice from the living room. "Hey Nicky everything alright I thought you were staying at Charlie's tonight."
"I'm fine mum ." I said walking to the living room.
"Oh Nicky baby what happened why are you crying." Mum said in a soft voice which wanted to make me breakdown right there. "Can I just have a hug please mum ."
"Of course honey," mum said tearing up I hated seeing my mum cry now that's two people I've made cry in one day Ughh what is wrong with me. I sat on the couch and my mum cradled me like I was a baby but I didn't mind I really needed a mum hug right now. "What happened baby." She said whilst stroking my hair which reminded me of Charlie . I explained to her that Charlie was texting a boy but he thought they were just friends but the other boy was being really flirty and i had a go at Charlie and now i regretted it . Mum just listened which I really appreciated right now it felt good to rant about it. " ok Nicky thank you for telling me," she paused trying to find something else to say ," I think how you reacted was normal you thought he was cheating on you but trust me I see the way you two look at each other your in love with him I can tell. But trust me on this you don't want him going to bed mad at you and you don't want to go to bed mad at him."

No ones POV
Nick let his mum cradle him for a bit longer before heading upstairs to think. That's what he thought he needed to do he just needed to think.

Charlie's POV
As I stair at my ceiling I think about what tori said to me and I jump out of my bed and Chuck my shoes on not even caring how I looked I just needed to see nick right now. I finally reached nicks house standing like an idiot for a few minutes building up the courage to knock. I knocked quietly hoping no one would hear me and I could run back home but nicks mum opened the door . She gave an apologetic look I'm guessing Nick told her. " hi Mrs Nelson I came to see nick." I said trying to seem as happy as I possibly could but failing miserably. She pulled me in and hugged me I was surprised at first but finally melted into the hug . I can see where Nick gets his good hugging skills from. We eventually pulled apart and she held my shoulders " go easy on him he's really regretting what he said." I nodded at her and walked up the stairs slowly hoping this was all a dream and I'd wake up to my amazing boyfriend. But it wasn't a dream and I didn't even know if we were still boyfriends after what I did.

No ones POV
Charlie knocked on nicks door. " mum please I need space right now ." Charlie's heart crushed when he heard nick whimpering and crying he started to tear up again."it's me Nick, it's Charlie." Charlie didn't hear anything after that all he heard was snoring. Was he really pretending to be asleep right now Charlie almost let out a chuckle at how cute nick could be sometimes but then he remembered why he came here. "Nick please can I come in we need to talk." Charlie pleaded. Nick felt his heart was being smashed into a million pieces over and over again when he heard the desperation in Charlie's voice. "Just come in char." Charlie smiled at the nickname. Charlie walked into nicks room with his head down. "You can sit down you know ." Nick said making Charlie's heart beat faster. He didn't know where to sit he would normally sit on his bed or his lap but right now Charlie didn't think it was acceptable to do either. Nick knew this "just sit on my bed char." Charlie slowly sat right at the end of the bed barely even sitting on it. Nick chuckled at Charlie. " really your not even sitting down just sit on my bed like normal." Charlie looked at him with a questioning look. Not long ago he was shouting at him and now he was chuckling what the fuck Charlie thought. But Charlie listened to nick at sat opposite him crossing his legs.
The pair didn't say a word for a good three minutes. Until Nick said " Charlie look at me." He didn't . "Char please." This time Charlie looked up. Nick smiled knowing why he looked up he loved being called char. He was so adorable in nicks eyes and nothing could change that. "I'm sorry " they both said in unison. " why are you sorry " Charlie said confused knowing that Nick wasn't in the wrong. "Because I over reacted I should have spoken to you about how those texts made me feel," nick stopped for a moment not wanting to get angry again." I should have let you explain to me what was happening, I shouldn't of been so jealous over a friend."
"No ,no I should of realised how flirty he was being and I should have stopped speaking to him at that moment but I didn't because I'm so stupid, I'm stupid I thought he just wanted to be friends."
"Hey, it's ok now we've both apologised, we both know what we did wrong , even tho you did nothing wrong." Nick stopped to poke Charlie's side earning a slight chuckle from Charlie." Are you still mad at me , I just didn't want us going to bed mad at each other." Nick smiled remembering what his mum said to him earlier that day. "I'm not mad." Charlie smiled at said " I love you"
"I love you more Nick said dragging Charlie next to him to lay down. "Never " Charlie giggled.

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