Life Within The Pack

Chapter 10: The End of Sixth Grade

"Yellin' at the sky. Screamin' at the world. Baby, why'd you go away? I'm still your girl, holding on to tight." Dancing with your Ghost Sasha Alex  Sloan
TRIGGER WARING THERE WILL BE MENTIONS OF DEATH AND A MENTAL BRAKEDOWN. I WILL PUT TRIIGER WARNING BEGINS AND THEN TRIGGER WARNING ENDS. I WILL ALSO GIVE A BRIEF DESCRIPTION OF WHAT HAPOENED.

TRIGER WARNING MENTIONS OF DEATH
Time skip to two months after Ember and Warrior's weadding Ember died and everyone saw it coming even if Warrior didn't. The night Ember died Warrior's heart shut down she didn't find out that Ember died until she asked who hearts she had. Thomas made a kinda sick joke saying Warrior felt it in her mate bond and her heart stopped because of heartbroken. It was uncalled for and he got reprimmed for it but unfortunate humor is how Thomas coped with losing her.
TRIGGER WARNING OVER(Basically Warrior ended up with Embers heart.)
Two weeks after Warrior surgery was Embers funeral. Warrior was really not looking forward to this but who would want to bury their wife real or not. It was a sad two hours filled with crying and mourning her dad's had to carry her away so they could actually bury Ember. It was not present but beforehand Ember's mother gave both Thomas and Warrior a letter with her finale thoughts.

Warrior's Letter
Dear Warrior,
    My pretty wife where do I start. If you are reading this I died and if it all goes according to plan you will have my heart always and forever. I want you to know before you keep reading this was hard for me to write but I want you to know just because I am gone I'm not really gone. You will forever be my last and only love and that's okay with me I always felt connected to you and I know you felt it to. Kinda like we were soulmates huh. Keep living for me please. Do the crazy shit I won't be able to do. Finish my bucket list and don't take a single momment for granted because you never know. But you get that better then anyone else I meet before you got me and I will forever be appreciative of that.
   You have so much ahead of you so please for me keep going even if you can't. Also don't have to lable yourself unlabeled is okay they even have a flag for that? I knew I was lesbian but I think that was because of you? I'm clearly going all over the place and that's fine I'm dying I don't need to be coherent you'll understand anyway. I'll look forward to your visits aswell.
     One day you will move on from me and that's okay I want you too. I want you to find the love of your life and get married. Start a family if you want to you don't have to. Find someone who cares about you as much as you cared about me. Never settle either you deserve someone that will treat you like a queen and don't need to settle to make the world happy just do what makes you happy.
       I'll forever miss you thank you for being in my life through it all. I can't describe how happy I am you stuck around even when it was hard. Your the strongest person I know you really live up to your name Warrior. They did good naming you. I love you and won't ever stop death do us part right? Little married humor in here cause you know. But what happens after like I never understood the death do us part so like what happens when I see you in the after life is are marriage over or what. I'll leave you with that thought cause you know. I love you even though we shouldn't know but with all I've heard about love I know I was in love with you. Don't forget that and keep living for me.
Sincerly, 
Your Amazing Wife

Well Warrior's heart was bracking the twins and Alison where still in middle school with some starting to learn about themselves. You had Talia who was slowly falling for her best friend. Claudia who was overworking herself to get good grades and be perfect. And Alison who was having a heard time learning about becoming a big sister since Kira finally got pregnant after years of trying which everyone is truly grateful happened. Alison had to come to terms with the fact that her Dad will love this baby more than her, because he having the baby with the love of his life. And the baby won't be a mistake. Scott is truly happier finding out he will have this baby with Kira and that hurts Alison knowing her dad wasn't that fond of her but now knowing that she will recive nothing from him hurts going to France doesn't seem that bad right now. Kira has promised nothing will change between them and she will forever be her daughter new baby and all but she knows that can be utter bullshit. Kira has been wanting a baby of her own for years having basically gotten a baby with Alison. Kira swears on it but she knows once the new baby arrives Kira will spend alot of time with it.

The twins and Alison even have had a couple of firsts for them like thier first middle school dance which consisted of Talia rather hanging out in the corner with Kat, Claudia dancing to the pop music with Alison every once in awhile, and Alison also chilling at the table with her friends having used up her social battery. The girls also had there first essay having to read it infront of the class a how to essay. Alison killed it having talked about how to make crepes while in France specking at the right volume not nervous at all. Then Claudia had absolutely no fear delivering the best essay about how to build a shed which surprisingly she has never done before( nobody called her bluff though). Then Talia had to go who social anxitey was not allowing this hands sweating as she holds the paper, barley being heard and of course that one kid that stupid fucking kid who shouts I can't hear you and you have to restart and speck louder even though you can't. Finally the year is over and everyone made it.

The end
So if you wondering about the dynamics with the twins. This is based of of my twin and I. He is more out going then I was and he didn't care what people thought so I am kinda using that dynamic for them although we have are own fair share of issues.
I am  basing Claudia on who I wanted to be. The girl who didn't care about sucking in her stomach to fit the other girls, who didn't skip lunch just to be skinny(I eat lunch now and at the time but I wouldn't sometimes I'm getting there with myself it's been a struggle but I'm getting there), who would dance like no one was watching, who would just say fuck society and there evil ways on women, and be someone who was so confident in themselves while also still being sweet and shy. Basically she's the person I wish I was back then she is the person I am trying to be. Although I did throw some of my insecurities about being perfect and getting good grades that was installed on me by my parental unit one of them atleast  but she is everything I wish I was.
Talia is going to be the person I was back then who will finally grow into herself eventually although that hasn't happened to me I have a great support system. Talia is going to be the depressed(professional diagnosis), anxitey ridden person I was, who didn't know her worth, let people take advantage of her because she was scared to be alone, the one who tries to fit into society when she was born to stand out, who will sucking in her stomach cause she doesn't feel pretty, who felt like a failure, that no one wanted around, who felt like a burden just to let the feelings they bottled up out, and she is me who I was(still am in many ways).
So you can say im just projecting and Im okay with that because they got there personalitys except as of now Talia will get her happy ending  and some stuff like the falling in love with my best friend isnt true I'll make sure to put whats true and whats not if i rember. Now I hope you enjoyed it and sorry for the long rant I just needs to get that out