My Love / Oscar Isaac

PART5

Tw:Sex , violence, SA

There's a knife on some weird shit on some table near the bad
I look at it Marc has his hand on my shoulder and touching the lace of my lingerie
I'm not letting this happen to me again , I grab the knife real quick , he was sitting so I sat on him with my knees on the bed so that I surrounded him
I put the knife near his neck and look at his eyes
"Listen to me Marc, You're gonna let me fucking go and leave me alone and let your friend Harrow never look for or I swear to God, I'll slash your throat" I say but I feel every of my body shaking and trembling
He smiles
What the hell is he smiling for?

"You really are innocent aren't you?" He said and laughed at me
"Stop laughing and give me your shirt, Im getting out of here" Making the knife even closer to his neck
He takes off his shirt and I take it with other hand
"But the thing is .."He doesn't continue but instead he grabs my ass with both his hands
"This is a sex toy darling."
I don't even know what to do now
"Are you into knives or what?" He asks with a sarcastic voice
"Let go of me, Marc"
"No I can't, I really can't"
"Just let me walk out of the door"By that I was already trying to get out of his hands
He switches our position so that I'm in the bottom and he's on top of me ,Shirtless.
He took the knife and threw it away
My hands are pinned on my head with one hand of his , the other is touching my neck
He comes close to my ear
"Layla, Stop testing me, I wanna fuck you so bad and you're not letting me do that"
With the hand on my neck he puts in on my body just to touch me , I can feel him hard on me.
He makes his hand go down..
"You're already wet for me , Stop resisting"
I can't resist him.. I can't
He kisses my neck so softly and then bite my ear and I let go of a moan
He takes off the top part the cloth I'm wearing ,my hands are still pinned and he goes down with his mouth, kissing my chest and my nipples leaving marks on them after he left some on my neck
He took of the lower part of my lingerie and by that I'm naked..
He doesn't go down but Instead he kisses my lips
"Kiss me back my Layla.." He says in my mouth
"I don't know how"
He puts his hands on my other lips
"Just do what I do" He says in the kiss
He's starting to do me with his fingers ... but my moans turned do crying ..
He notices me crying so He actually stopped.

"Did I hurt you ?" He asks while getting back to sit on the bed
"No.." I whispered and I was just trying to cover up myself
"What is it then?"I know He's mad ...
"The last time I was touched... it wasn't with my consent.."I'm just crying so hard
"I'm so sorry , Im sorry" I say to him
He puts his hand on my hair and kisses me near my lips
He stood up and he brought my lingerie and helped me wear them
"You can go" He says with a cold tone , and he opens the door for me and I leave ..

One of the guards that were standing near the door of the room i was in grabbed me and cuffed my hands and he pulled me by the cuffs so that i was behind him
"Very rude don't you think?" I say and he turns to look at me angrily and wow he looks really very scary , He keeps walking and pushes me to another room
I look around but It was an office , It was brown and it looked pretty much like the cafe's office
"You know .." Harrow's voice came out of nowhere so I jumped outta my place , He looks at me and laugh
"I know very well when my client isn't satisfied" He says in his threatening voice
I didn't give him any reaction I mean what could he possibly do? Kidnap me?
"There for you will not be given and food , water , clothes , and you will stay in a lonely dark room as a punishment for your behavior"
Yeah he could do that.
" Screw you ,Harrow"
He looks at the guard behind me , He grabbed my hair and made me look at him , He punched me in the face and that's all I could remember before I pass out ....

I don't know how many hours or days I have been here
It's so cold and Im shivering.
It's so dark and all I could do is see my ghosts..my memories.
I have no idea whether its day or night but it doesn't really matter , All that matter that I feel my body hurting me , I could feel my jaw swollen and sore spots all over my body I didn't exactly remember how much hitting I got
But I had the time to think about all the stuff that happened between me and Marc
It wasn't exactly something to figure out but It was weird .. I wanted him to touch me but at the same time if there were to happen something between us It wasn't supposed to happen after he literally rents me .. and I was too hurt to have any physical connection with a human being after what happened to me but when I was with him I felt like I could try but just with him ..

The light came from nothing and I couldn't open my eyes , something was thrown at me
"Hurry up, You're wanted on the stage"
It was a scarf so I wrapped it around my body and I did my best to stand up on my own
The guard grabbed my arm to walk but It was too swollen so I let out a little scream
"How long has it been?" I ask him
"65hours , don't speak again" He says
He walked me to the place I was in when I was brought here in the first place
He pushed me to enter it but I was so tired so I fell there
"Layla?" I heard Cara says
She gave me water and I shrugged it
"It's been so long Omg I thought they killed you"She hugs me , I hug her back
"Cmon there's no time for hugs"says the lady the was putting on my makeup the other day

I took a cold shower , My hair and makeup were done and I was given another piece of lingerie but it was in black
We were in a line and Harrow came in , he was still positioning the girls but I didn't give him attention, when I came to my turn
"You're gonna be at the front , but you're gonna be the cheapest tonight, and Oh when I tell you about the dirty cheap men that come here.." He says and comes close to my ear to whisper
"They're not like Marc, They're gonna treat you like an animal"
I felt like there was a bucket of cold water fell over me but there wasn't
"200 not more"he announces and walks

One more time I was being sold and my final price 190
I could see Marc wearing his black suit and black shirt unlike the white shirt he wore last time..Maybe I should've just surrendered my self to him.
I was taken by a guard to a room and I went there to sit on the bed , It's a rule
I look around to find anything to help myself escape but I couldn't find anything but a pen so I took it and hid it under my thigh while I sit
Just for an old man who could be older than Harrow himself to come in
He stands in front of me and speaks " I have one rule , You do whatever the fuck I want"
By that He was standing and undoing his belt and lowering his boxers
It was happening again
I saw the face of my step dad in him , all over again.. He was forcing me to open my mouth And I was hardly holding back my tears
He slaps me "What did I tell?"He shouts and I flinch
I froze .. again.
He forcefully opens my mouth and tries to do himself but He couldn't
He pushes me to the bed and tops me , Rising up my lingerie and He was inside me.
It was so hurtful that my voice was almost gone cause all I could to is scream and beg for him to stop and leave me
I couldn't move or get the pen. I was frozen. My eyes were closed and letting out my hopeless tears.
But the door was open.
The man gets out of me and I was hysterically crying , sitting on the bed and closing my thighs as hard as I could
It was Marc.

"What the fuck is wrong with you man?"
Marc didn't answer him but He punched him in the face so many times that I don't think the man was breathing anymore
Marc comes to the bed , Gets on his knees and touches my hair
"Do you wanna come with me , Layla?" He asks but not in his cold voice , It's opposite.
I nod so many times and was still crying .. He carried me like a bride and he took me out of that place
He got me in his car but I think I passed out before anything else happens
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