My Love / Oscar Isaac

PART 17

Tw: Smut/ drugs / choke kink / SA

"Hello , my love" his voice made me feel the warmth ..  this can't be real
I can't believe he's standing right in-front of me
"That's not real , It's the drugs" I laughed at myself and tried to sober myself up
He took a step towards me
He is moving ?
I was standing still waiting for him to fade as always .. but he didn't fade
He put his hand on my cheek
"I'm here" He whispered as he rubs his thumb on my face , I guess he was whipping my tears
I didn't know I was crying
I'm holding eye contact with him for a couple of minutes now , waiting for my mind to process that he is really here , touching me
I hugged him
Wrapping my hands on his waist and he kisses the top of my head and patting on my back
I'm letting it all out
"You came"
I'm sobbing and can't control myself
I look at him one more time to make sure that he is real
I put my hands one the sides of his neck , to bring him closer to me
Pulling his lower lip to my mouth , kissing it with all my love
His hands were gripping on me tightly, like if he was making sure I don't escape from him
He enters his tongue in my mouth and I was feeling like I was in heaven
Kissing him , tasting our tears , feeling the heat of our kiss
I don't need anything else from this life

I was slowly pushed on bed and he was on top of me without breaking the kiss
My legs were opened for him , as if my body was waiting for him to bring me back to life
He didn't take long to fill my emptiness , which lead me moaning and scratching his back
"I miss your existence in my life" his low voice voice against my neck made me close my eyes from pleasure
He leaves marks on my neck , he didn't leave a part of it without kissing it.
"I wanna touch every part of you" he says
Sex with him has always been amazing , but this time was different.. It was full of feeling , tears and love
Im playing with his hair and pulling it softly , moaning his name and bringing his head closer to my neck to feel every hot breath of his on my neck and my collar bone
"You don't know how desperately I needed to be inside of you"
God.. it was like his words fucking me along with his dick
"Fuck me harder , fuck the body you own hard" I whisper to him and feeling the heat of his body getting hotter and hotter
He stops kissing my neck and changes his movements from slow and deep to fast and deep.. his hand chokes me carefully and I seriously miss his hand as my necklace.
I put my hands on the sides of his neck to make him close to my face
I kissed him with passion and love
Our bodies were sweaty and bonding to be one body .. so were our lips
I feel myself on edge so I bite his lower lip .. my back was arched and I was scratching his back and moaning loudly to beg not to stop
I came .. he took a few minutes longer .. kissing my lips all this time to finally come and leave my lips swollen

He rest on his back and lets me rest on his arm
If there was a camera filming us from the top , it would see my bent knee covering him while my boobs are against his side .. an arm hugging me and the other pulling his hair backwards.. He is stressed out
My broken arm that was hung on my neck by a scarf was resting on his chest
I don't think words can fill the silence that was filling the room
All I needed was to sleep again in his arms but I don't have that much time
"I'm gonna get you out of this" his voice broke the silence
"I know you will"
"What happened to your arm?"
" I was resisting, so one of the men broke my arm" He was looking at me with anger in his eyes , he is containing all this anger to use it in the right time
"You mentioned drugs ?"
I didn't know what to tell him .. I sat on bed and he was facing my back
"It's too late , you should go" I don't want him to go
"Layla?"
I felt that lump in my throat that made me wanna cry and escape this reality
"You can tell me" He was trying to comfort me
"I use drugs when I need it okay?" I don't know why my voice was loud
I'm not sure why am I pouring my anger on him
He sat next to me
He hugged my back and I think that was what I wanted
"Go Marc , I can't keep doing this" He hugs me tighter and I cry
" I can't fight anymore , I can't get a broken bone every week, Im dying" And Sobbing
"I'm sorry Layla .. I'll fix this"
I turned to face him , hug him again
"I don't care if you don't love me back"
I'm angry , I'm sad , I'm horny , I'm broken , I'm hurt, I'm dying , I'm in love , I'm an addict, I'm depressed, I'm miserable, I'm pathetic

I'm kissing his neck.
"Let me make love to you" I'm sucking on his neck and kissing it .. he's slowly melting from my touches to him
"I haven't let any man touch me" I whisper to his neck and make him lay on his back
"I haven't made love to anyone else " I kiss his neck down to his v line .. making sure I'm leaving marks everywhere my mouth touches
"Layla my love , you don't have to.."
"Don't call me love"
What is wrong with me
What am I doing , what am I saying
"Layla Stop"
I stopped
I sat at the end of the bed
Covering my face with my hands
"I'm sorry Marc"
He held my arms with his hands
"Look at me "
He didn't get a respond from me
"Now." His sharp tone made me do what he wanted
"Remember when I was at the cafe and wanted to see Harrow? And I walked out angrily?"
I nodded
"That was the moment I realized you changed something in me "
I focus more on his face
"I didn't want him to take you .. I wanted your freedom but I couldn't do anything about it .. that's why I was the first to rent you , and the first to take you"
That makes sense
"When you were shot instead of me .. you were hallucinating and told me that you love me then you passes out , Little do you know that I said it back that time .."
"I've never put faith anyone .. I never let my guards down with anyone , I never trusted anyone , I never cared about anyone .. but you My Layla .. You changed all of this.. you made me fall in love with you"
His voice was honest .. his face was honest too
"I'm begging you .. to wait a little longer "
"I'll wait"
He smiled softly and kissed me
The door was knocked because the time was up
I told the guard that I need 5 minutes
I kissed him one last time .. I wrapped myself with my arm scarf
Marc's driver was in the bathroom that whole time so I said sorry to him and I left

I headed back to the room , I took a shower in the public bathroom.. trailing every love bite that Marc left on my body
I was given a T shirt so I wore it and went to the bed , it was my turn
"Someone had a good night" cara said and winked
She knows everything about Marc and Harrow so I told her what happened and made sure no one was listening
"Oh Shit .. So He's coming back again?" She was more excited than me so her voice was loud
"Shhh .. Yes he said so"
"Sorry" she whispered
We chatted for a few more minutes and she handed me a small bag of cocaine
I wasn't in pain .. or hungry .. I still took some
It made me feel bad and good at the same time
But That didn't really matter , everything faded after that .. All the feelings faded

Same routine
Standing on stage waiting for my turn
Frank told me my room number
I told him to suck my dick
I go to the room
I sit
I wait
A man enters
Not any man
He enters
I remember being ready to fight
But I froze
Harrow enters

"Since you're the one with the highest price .. and after hearing you yesterday.. I thought maybe I should give it a try"

I could scare any man , but If i try to stop Harrow , he would either kill me , or make me wish to be killed

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