My Love / Oscar Isaac

PART12

Tw: mention of rape !!

I turn in bed to rest on my belly when I feel movement around me
"Good morning" It was Marc getting out of the shower , towel wrapped around his waist , his body was still wet and he was drying his hair with a towel
"Good morning" I answer him
"Are you okay?" He sits by the bed
"Im a little dizzy , Also when did we get here?" I was confused
"I'll get you something to drink and you'll remember when you feel okay" He gives me juice and I sit down on the bed and why am i naked ?
"Wait,Did I tell you about the guy from the club?"
"He is taken care of " I didn't get it but I don't really wanna talk , I have headache
"Oh shit" My memories are kicking in
"Look , I swear I tried to calm yo -" He was trying to justify himself
"It's okay .. I remember asking for you"
He smiled in relief
I smiled as well
"Now get up , we have work to do" He got up and got dressed, but not his usual clothes
"Work?"
He nods and I get up lazily

"Alright , hit me" What is wrong with him
"What ?"
"You heard me" He said , he was wearing a sporty outfit and he gave me a sport bra and leggings , we were in the hotel gym
"Why would I hit you Marc?"
"To avoid what happened last night"
"Fine whatever" I tried to give him a punch but he caught my hand
"Too slow"
I did it again
"Too weak"
I kicked him in his knee , he was surprised
"Okay , that was good.." I smiled in pride
He grabbed me just like the guy did from yesterday "I want you to free yourself"
"Well Im not wearing heels today"
He freed me
"So when you're held or your hands are cuffed , you think about the parts that are free , for example.. when i hold you , you can hit me with you head , or with your knee got it ?"
He keeps training me for two hours until I couldn't move anymore
We took a shower in the gym's bathroom then we got dressed and got in his car

"Marc when is your birthday?" that was random
I think I get the most random thoughts when I eat ice cream
"Next week"
"Oh , mine is -" he interrupted me
"15th December"He was so focused on the road
"How did you know that?" I was shocked
"I know everything about you love" He smirked
We got quite for a bit Until he broke the silence
"Wanna talk about what happened yesterday?"
"Yeah okay" I wasn't so ready but we had to
"You know that I tried to stop you right?" He was holding my thigh to make me feel comfortable
"Yes , about that.. I do remember being a bitch when I brought the girl up , Im sorry for that .. you just don't know how much I wanted you "
"Yeah I know and it's fine"
"And before you ask , I liked everything you did.."
I'm blushing because I actually remember his words , him teasing me , and talking dirty to me
"I'm glad you liked it"

We made it back to the hotel , we changed our room to a bigger room , it had more space.. There was a bigger kitchen , big living room and the view was amazing , it was rainy tonight
I stared at the sky from the glass of the large windows , It was so peaceful
Marc came behind me and hugs my waist while resting his face on my neck
"Enjoying it?" He whispered to my neck
"It makes me wanna have sex with you"
He laughed softly and kissed my neck
I turned to look at him
"I'm being serious" I hold his hands
"Have sex with me , Marc" he was confused but I didn't care
I stood on the tip of my toes and I touched his curls , I pulled his head closer to mine and I took his lower lip in my mouth
He took of his shirt and I did the same with mine to be kissing him in my black bra and panties
He carried me while I'm still kissing him , I warped my legs around his waist and he held my thighs with his hands
We kept making out against the wall till He walked to the room
He put me on the bed and he topped me , we kissed for a minute then his mouth headed to my neck , he made out with my neck and left marks on it , I took of my bra and he played with my nipples which made me horny ..
He was between my legs rubbing himself against me
He kissed me all the way down to my panties
He was breathing against me , he took off my panties and he started licking it softly ,It made me put my hand in his hair
"Harder please?" He smiled to me
He kept eating me out , I was grabbing his hair with one hands and grabbing the sheets with the other hands , he fingers me and I feel like the whole hotel can hear me telling him to fuck me hard like a bitch
"I'm trying to made wide for my dick , babe"
Well , That made me come
He stood between my legs , I wasn't even breathing regularly and he opened my legs and inserted part of himself in me
"It hurts ,Marc" I was in pain and he wasn't even all in me yet
"I'll make sure you don't feel more pain" He was so hard andI started crying and not because of the pain .. I remembered being in that exact same position and getting raped
"Marc , Stop .. please"
"Layla , Fuck"
he was angry , I felt that, but he stopped , he got out of me and went to the bathroom.. I heard him moaning and saying my name
I was sitting on the bed , hugging my knees and crying , I don't wanna hurt him and I don't wanna get hurt
He got out after a few minutes
"Marc , I'm sorry I didn't mean that" He gave me a T shirt to wear
I did put it on
He sat next to me while rubbing on my back and told me that it's alright and he wasn't mad
But He wasn't okay .. I wasn't okay too

"We arrived hun" he told me while waking me up
We were home
It's been 5 days since that day
We were talking , we ate together, we kissed a few times .. He tried to make me feel okay and that It was alright .. But I wasn't okay with what happened, with what I did to him
He bought me from a rape house
He didn't touch me without my consent
I have been his property for more than a month and back at Harrow's .. We weren't supposed to say no to a man , or not please him , or not have sex with him
But I did all of that , and for someone that actually cares about me
So yeah It wasn't okay

We arrived late so we went to our room and we slept till the next day , which means tomorrow is Marc's birthday ..

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This part is short and not a lot going on but
Next part is gonna be GOOD ;)