PART22

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Tw: Smut / not self harm but mention of hand cut
Also mentioning of guns

"What do you mean I can't do this?"
I'm shivering.. maybe it's December weather and I'm wearing a dress or it's because I'm nervous , scared and shocked
He doesn't answer me , he takes off his tie .. grab my hand the was cut by the glass I broke
"No , get away from me ,You don't get to decide to walk away" I put a finger on his chest .. Looking directly into his eyes .. his teary eyes
"You don't get to feel insecure because of a shitty little bitch .. You're.. you're more than that, so what you're older than me? Did you just realize that Marc?"
"I'm aware of that.. It's.. I don't wanna miss half of your life .. you can move on me now"
He wraps his tie on my hand to stop from bleeding , I didn't even notice the blood and I started hitting him and left blood on his shirt
"Shut up , You don't decide that .. It's not your right , if you don't love me anymore just say it"
I wish I could stop crying
"I love you Layla, you're the only person I love .. I will never stop loving you"
It's raining
It's fucking raining
He takes off his jacket as I try to think , tries to put it on me
"No" I push it away
"Come here"
I push him away
"I don't want you to get sick"
"You're gonna get me killed if you don't stop being a dick" He forcefully puts it on me
"You're not leaving me Marc , We , we were thinking of having a baby? Together? And now ? You just wanna cancel all of that?"
"I don't wanna die and leave you both Layla .. not in this world .. I can't do this to you"
"Are you out of your mind?" I push him back
"Don't be selfish... live with me .. give me your time if it's 20 years , 10 or even a year .. Don't take that away from me"  I push him again , he doesn't move .. and I can't tell if that's his tears or it's the rain
"I almost died .. so many times .. you don't know who will die first .. if you were younger you could've died before me .. YOU DON'T KNOW THAT.."
He doesn't answer me
I wipe my messed up eye makeup with my hands
"Marc .. I never thought I will need to tell you that .. but since you're being so stupid I'll say it"
I put my hands on his face .. touch his forehead with mine
"I have never loved anyone before you , I fell in love with you when I saw your warm smile to me , Your eyes brought me comfort.. in the Cafe.. I wished I would see you everyday .. in that house.. You were the only man my body has responded to .. I wouldn't let anyone touch me , I just couldn't but with you Marc..It is so different.. It's pretty and I love your touches to me , I love everything you do to me
Ever since you rescued me , I knew I wouldn't feel safe around anyone but you .. you make me strong , you make me feel loved , you make me feel like I'm the prettiest, You make me feel like a woman , You make me feel like a human who deserves love and respect and everything good
Marc I'm not gonna allow you to leave me"
I bring my trembling lips close to his
"I wanna have a baby with you , I want us to make something, to create a human being and be the creation of our love , I want part of you to grow inside me , I wanna do anything to make you feel happy with me "
He hugs me and I stand on the tip of my toes
"I love it when you cook for me" I kiss him a small kiss
"I love it when you do the dishes instead of me" I kiss him
"I love it when you touch my thigh in the car" I kiss him
"i love it when you make me feel like the whole world is in my hand"
"I love it , I love it when you kiss me and touch me .. when you make me feel like I'm high .. You are my drugs"
I felt his body responding to mine
He grips tight on my waist
"I- I love it-" he doesn't make me continue , he pulls my lower lip in his mouth .. kissing me with passion and love .. entering his tongue in my mouth .. kissing mine
It was beautiful when I tasted his salty tears , he replied to me in that kiss
"Let me take you to the car" I nod to him and we go to it

We both were soaking wet , He turned on the hot air conditioner and I was grateful for that
"What are you doing?" He asks me as I reach his pockets looking for his cigarettes
I was sitting on his lap and he sat in the driver seat of course
"You hide cigarettes in your pockets always" I answer him and I reach the lighter
I find what I was looking for .. I put in my mouth to lite it up
"Why -?"
"I know you smoke when you're stressed out , you sneak out to do it , or when you come home and change your clothes quickly, I find the lighter in your pockets.. you always forget it" I give him the cigarette that was stained with my lipstick
He smokes it as we look at each-other as if words has no room to be
I put my hand on his face .. looking at his eyes that has always made me feel home
The smoke he let out from his mouth as he smoked made me think maybe I don't hate cigarettes that much
It also made me think why not kiss him
I adjust my seat on his lap and he lifts himself against me as I kiss him
I undo his shirt buttons
"You're the most attractive man my eyes has ever seen and will ever see" I kiss his neck and he throws his head back
I cover his neck with my lipstick.. he reaches my waist and hold it
I lick his favorite parts of his neck .. the ones where he moans when I breath on
I suck small parts of his neck and his hand go down my waist
"Just like that , my love" he moans as I leave my marks on him
"Make sure that no other woman will make you feel like this" I move my hips against his part
"I can feel you throbbing" he tells me as I kiss his chest and play with his curls that the grey has been making them look really nice
"Aren't you gonna make anything about it?" I felt him letting himself out of his pants , lifting up my dress , wetting his fingers with my mouth to make my entrance wet for him
I look at his eyes with my mouth open , our eyes were connecting in a special way
Mine were closing with pleasure and his eyes were too but he had to keep his eyes open to watch my feel that pleasure and pain
He had a hand on my thigh to make me feel warm and his other hand was on my neck .. to make me warm too but .. in other ways
He let out a final smoke from his mouth because of his mint flavored cigarette , blow it close to my mouth .. he throws away the cigarette to grab my neck to kiss him
"You're so good at riding my dick"
"Ah fuck -"
"Your pussy can't take it anymore?"
"Fuck I can't you're hitting it so good"
"Wait till my cum is filling you up"
"I love you and I love your pussy"
"Oh God Layla you're the prettiest whore"
"Marc I -"
"Wanna cum ? Ask for it like the pretty slut you are"
That was all I wanted to hear adding his moans and groans and our bodies slamming against each other with love
"Let's go home" I tell him with exhaustion
"I am home." He cleaned us both with the tissues in the car

"This will hurt " he tells me and pours whiskey on my cut hand
"Ugh Fuck off" I didn't yell as loud as I thought I would so I was proud of that
"You can make me scream louder than that" I tease him and he laughs softly
I can't imagine how my life would look like without that smile
Without his heartwarming smile
He puts bandage on my hand
"I'm sorry for what I did earlier " he rubs on my shoulder
"Don't be , promise me we won't have to talk about that again" I pour him a drink and make a hot chocolate for myself
"I promise you love" he kisses my forehead
"I love you" I tell him and He says it back
"By the way do we have to train tomorrow?" I look at him with my puppy eyes and not so well hand hoping for an answer with a no
"Yes we do , but It's just shooting practice"
I roll my eyes at him and drink my hot drink

"Can I be a big spoon?" I ask him as soon as we get in bed
"No , absolutely not" he says that in his hot . Spanish . Accent.
"Please please please? Just so you know .. I'm not taking "no" as an answer" I smile an annoying smile at him
He looks so fed up and it makes him looks cute
He mutters words in Spanish that I have no idea what they could possibly mean , he ends up saying yes to me so they were probably cusses
"Can I tell you how pretty your ass is?" I spank him a soft spank , It made him feel annoyed and mad but I was laughing about it
He couldn't really stay long being cuddled but I felt like I gave him enough cuddling and make him feel more .. more embraced ? If it makes sense?.. he cuddled me and returned the spank with a harder one but It was nice so I wasn't so dramatic about it , my hands were in his hands and It made me feel so warm

"Why are we doing this again?" i ask for the one hundredth time I guess
"Because, You're gonna be a badass mama" he kisses me a sit my hand right on the gun
Fuck me did he just say mama?
"Well I had enough for today" he totally ignores me and he stands behind me , presses against me to make me stand straight
"Do it for me okay?" His mouth was on my neck as he says that
Oh God
It's that time of a month , before the period when every little thing makes me horny
I close my eye for a sec to try to focus up
He had a gun in a hand and his other hand was on my waist to make me stand correctly
"That sign baby" he points at a thing with his gun and I try to shoot it but miss it with a couple of inches
He puts the hand that had a gun on my stomach
"No Layla , stay like this" he presses it against the lower parts of my stomach and I seriously couldn't handle it
"Marc , can you just" I lower his hand on me
Feeling my mouth getting dry by the second
"Do it close enough and I'll do whatever you want" he says .. slaps the fucking gun and the right spot which made me flinch from the touch
"I hate you"
"I love you more" He kisses my neck
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Next part is gonna be his p.o.v so stay tuned ;)

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