My Love / Oscar Isaac

PART10

Tw: Smut / Slurs / Choke Kink

I feel like Im sleeping in a lake
Except it's not water
It's blood
I took a couple of minutes to process that I got my period , which explains the slutty behavior last night .
And oh shit I messed up his bed sheets
"Oh God , I'm so sorry" I kept repeating that while I was trying to remove the bed sheets but Marc was still sleeping
"Marc, Im sorry" I said a bit louder while trying to wake him up , He woke up rubbing his eye and confused about why am I apologizing and trying to steal his bed sheets , pretty confusing.
He looked around and he understood
"Hey Hey It's okay"He said in his sleepy voice, hot sleepy voice.
He stood up and he walked close to me , he hugged me and told me that it's okay
"Take a shower , I'll take care of that, okay?" While he's pulling the sheets
This is so embarrassing
"No I'll clean it up , I'm really sorry"I was about to cry
He left the sheets and he cupped my face in his hands
"What's wrong love? Why are you so stressed about it? It's just period , It's fine" he tried to calm me down but he doesn't know why I'm so stressed out about it
"Tell me what's wrong?" I sighed and waited to calm down and I started telling him
"I got my period at a young age , when I was like ten .. My mother was usually not sober , she never remembers anything I tell so I didn't have to tell her about it , my step dad was the one who knew .. When I had a heavy flow and mess up the bed sheets , he would yell at me or hit me hard"
Marc was angry, but not at me
"He made me feel dirty and disgusting when I have it, I didn't talk with anyone about it so I thought that periods are bad and whatsoever"
It feels good to let something out that only I knew about
He rubbed my cheek softly with his thumb, he kissed me a soft kiss near my lips
"You're not disgusting, you're not dirty , It's normal, and Please let me change the bed sheets while you take a shower , relax and let me help you okay?" He kissed me again and I nodded, My arm was fine today so I took a hot shower and it helped a-lot with the cramps.

"Layla?" I heard Marc's voice from the other side of the bathroom door
"Yes?"I answered
"I didn't know what you use , I watched a youtube video and people use tampons , pads and a cup? I don't know what to get so I just bought everything they had" I couldn't stop myself and not laugh about how cute his tone was , he was confused and trying to help which made me so happy.
I came out wrapped in a towel , He was holding a-lot of stuff in his hands
I still didn't manage to stop smiling , when he saw my big smile he smiled too , I put my arms on his shoulders and I kissed him a thank you kiss
"I wish I could express how grateful I am to you"
"I'm grateful to you too , Layla."
He handed me the things he bought and he went downstairs to let me feel more comfortable, I put in a tampon and I wore one of his white shirts that was oversized on me but it was still cute

I went downstairs to find him in the kitchen
He was wearing his casual clothes , black shirt and trousers, along with a black belt that made me question things about myself
He looked so good in his messy hair and Oh God , Don't even get me started on his black beard that had a few silver hairs in it , and He honestly looked perfect
"What are you doing?" I took the kitchen counter as a seat
"I'm making you hot soup" he said while tasting the soup , he then added some salt
"Can I taste it?" He almost handed me a spoon of it but then
"No , that's not how I wanna taste it" He looked at me , then he moved a-few steps closer to me
"Then how?" He played dumb , I know it
I put my hands on his chest and I pulled his lips into mine
I kissed him for a few minutes and then I separated my lips from his
"Yeah , It tastes good" He was smiling and that made him look even hotter
" Can I taste more?" At this point it's not me talking , it's my horny hormones due to my period
He was surprised by how I asked for him this time , He usually makes the first move
"You can , honey"
It was weird that I felt the urge to put some marks on his neck , it will suit him
I kissed his neck softly and I started to suck on it
He breathing heavily
I started to kiss his neck more and suck him a bit harder , and seeing some redness on him. Turned me on.
I was trying to unbutton his shirt and I did with his help
I changed the way we were , as I was standing in-front of him and so was he
I kissed his neck till the beginning of his chest
I touched his chest and kissed him till I was again on my knees , I kissed is V line and made him a love bite on it , he moaned for that ,He was heavily breathing and turned on by the bites I left on him , I felt him
"Can I ?" I was referring to .., well he knew
So He removed his belt , And un-did his zipper
"You want it?"he looked at me from above ,
I hummed yes to him
He got it out of his pants
"Well , be a good girl and make me come on your beautiful face , will you?"
I nodded , "Use your words , Layla"
"I will be your good girl" He smirked and that was my signal
I touched him just to kiss its tip and he moaned a quite moan
Last time he wanted me to touch his balls , so I did without him asking , I was massaging it softly while I took the tip in my mouth
He touched my face , he slapped me the softest slap and told me "look at my eyes while you take more of me"
I looked straight at his eyes and I did what he says , and that made me wanna look at his eyes until he comes
I sucked softly on him at the beginning, and the more I take , the harder my sucking gets on him
He moans my name and he puts my hair in a ponytail , I took the left part of him and rubbed it with my hand , He's too big to take in my mouth.
I felt him getting closer as he was getting louder and he was telling my how a good slut I am.. it turned me on that I started to touch myself
I felt his pre cum and I played with him more and took him more
"Fuck Fuck.. Suck It harder my beautiful whore, and don't fucking touch yourself"his words , made me have two heartbeats
I did until his come was all over my lips, face, and the shirt I was wearing, His moans and him whimpering didn't help me to stop touching myself , he took his breath
"Stand up and turned around"
I did , he looked pissed off
My back was facing his chest
His face was on my neck "I thought I told you not to touch yourself?" He asked
He separated the lips and put his middle finger between them
"I couldn't stop-" I moaned
"Well, you're gonna have to control yourself"
He was kissing my shoulder and leaving a mark
He was choking me carefully with one hand and touching me with other
"When I tell you something, you do it, you hear me?"I nodded
He rubbed my clit harder
"Oh God -"
"Yes?" Fuck , why does he have to be hot like this?
He licked his finger that was on me  and then he repeated what he was doing
"I - I can't" I tried not to scream because he was hitting it every time
"Let it out , be the whore you are" His voice was so calm
"Fuck.. Marc , please let me come" I just can't stop it
"No , when I tell you to do , you will" he slaps my pussy, it hurts but it gets me even closer
I bended over the counter , he started pressing himself against my ass
He lifted up the shirt , he put his hand on my ass
"Say Sorry every time I slap your beautiful ass and I'll let you cum"
He starts spanking me
And I apologize between my really loud moans
He does that like 15 times
Slapping my ass , using his fingers to make me cum
"Ahh- Please ?" I beg him while Im crying , but crying because Im really pleased
"You may cum."
As I do he doesn't stop
"I can't wait till your ass is again my view while I'm fucking you hard doggy style "
If a sentence could make me cum , that would be it.
I take my breath while I'm still bent over the counter , He slaps me again and I see him licking the finger that was between my lips
"Let me help you?"He asks so gently, not like he was torturing  me like 2 minutes ago ?
He helped me lay on the couch and he poured me some soup , God this man!

" I love it when you're horny" He literally says out of nowhere while we were eating
"Also I loved every single thing you made for me today."
"Yeah it was making me feel anxious when you didn't kiss me , not like last time"
"I'll kiss you every-time , Also you did a good job today, love"
Honestly it was his words .
"Layla?"
"Yes?"
"Did I do or say anything that bothered you or made you uncomfortable ?" He was actually concerned
How do I tell him that everything weird he did was what I exactly wanted
"No, It was perfect" i smiled at him
"Are you okay with the slurs? Slaps ? All of that?"
"Yeah, just make sure you don't hurt me?"
He holds my hands
"I would never hurt you. You have to know that whenever you tell me to stop I'll stop, and when you don't feel like you want me I'll be okay with that okay?"
that made me tear up , that feeling when I have nothing then I have everything, he gives me everything.
"And never put pressure on yourself for still not having sex alright?" He's referring to the last thing he said to me
"It turned me on" I whispered , he smiled
"We will try , I want us to try." I tell him and he seems happy with that
"Okay, Love"

We eventually slept , with him cuddling me and making sure my back and stomach were warm , it helped with the pain , actually seeing him different with me feels happy?
I mean I saw him killing people without even blinking , like he doesn't give a shit about anyone or anything , but he's not like that with me .. ever since I was at Harrow's .. but he just keeps getting better with me .
He makes me feel safe .

Why is the sun so annoying
It's so hot it's literally on fire and its light is so strong that it blinds people for a few minutes or permanently , Sun is Evil
"Sorry to wake you up"
It was Marc opening the curtains, okay seeing his hot back in the light of the sun changes my mind about the Sun
"Why are you up so early?" I covered my face with a pillow
"We have somewhere to go , So we better get ready" Takes off the pillow and hands me a cup of something
"I'll sleep for five minutes okay?"I bury myself in the bed
"Okay, I'll go take a hot shower by myself then"He's arousing me
Yup that will do it .
When I finally got out of bed he told me that he already showered which pissed me off and he kept laughing about it
"I have something to tell you " he says in his serious tone
"The place we're going to , We may see Harrow"
Shit.
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