2 weeks later
It's been 2 weeks sense we buried me dad. All of my dreams have been about him. Flashbacks of when he taught me to play guitar, to ride my first two wheeler, and the day he left. The day he left i was crying a lot, but not as much as now. Ross hasn't left my side, i haven't wanted him to leave. Tonight i dreamed of the day he left. I was screaming and crying begging him not to go, he left anyway tears in his eyes. I woke up gasping for breath. Ross was sleeping on the floor next to me. I haven't talked to anyone sense i found out. We've still gone to school, Ross never leaving my side. I've gotten stares from people that don't know and i've gotten grief from the people that do know. Ross always tries to get me to talk but i don't. I barley eat so i've lost a lot of weight. When we got to school we went to my locker. "Are you gonna talk today?" Ross asked me hopeful. I didn't answer. "Come on Keira i know this is hard on you but you have to say something." Again i didn't reply. "Your dad would want you to talk." He said in a soft voice. "I'm sorry." I said so softly that i wondered if he heard me."OH MY GOD YOU TALKED!!!" He screamed. I laughed. "And you laughed too." He said chuckling. I hugged him and we talked all the way to 1st period. When i walked in i got stares. "What are you starring at?" I asked to no one in particular. "Wow it talks." A plastic barbie doll in our class said. Everyone laughed. Everyone else started saying other hurtful things. I ran out of the room crying. I hid in a corner of the hallway. Then i heard footsteps coming so i quieted my crying. The footsteps found me anyway. "Are you ok?" I heard Ross ask. He's like my only friend. "You have no idea how much that hurt me." I said in between sobs. He hugged me and took me home.
We went up to my room, me crying the whole way. I collapsed on my bed and cried into my hands more then ever before. Ross came and sat next to me. "Hey it's ok. I'm here for you." He said picking up my chin. He wiped the tears away from my face. I looked into his eyes sniffling softly. We stared into each others eyes then he leaned in and kissed me.
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I'm so sorry it's so short but i had to just leave it at that. I swear that the next chapter will be ridiculously long.
