I got up and all of my sadness turned into anger. "What the hell are you doing here!" I screamed at him. "I came here because my cousin wanted me to live with him." He said backing away slightly seeing how angree i was. "You know i never wanted to see you again after what you did." I said coldly looking him right in the eye. "I know what i did was wrong and i'm sorry." He said trying to give me a hug. I pushed him away and he almost fell not expecting me to push him that hard. "Get out of here. I don't want to be around you right now." I said pointing away from me. "Will you at least tell me why you were crying?" He asked me in a sweet voice. "It's non of your business." I said remembering the picture and tears forming in my eyes. "Obviously you hurting though. And i want to help." He said walking over to me and sitting down. "If you wanted to help you wouldn't have done what you did to me." I said standing up and walking away from him down the beach. I didn't hear him come after me so i guess he gave up.
When i got back to my house i was ambushed by Caitlyn and Rydel. "Oh my god are you ok where'd you go?" Is what i got from Rydel and from my sister i got. " Oh my god he's such an ass do you want me to kill him?" "Im fine and i went to the beach. And as much as i want to say yes no don't kill him." I said chuckling a little at the last thing Caitlyn said. And with that i walked up to my room and collapsed on my bed.
I had finally stopped crying when i heard a small knock at me window. It sounded like a pebble. I knew it could only be one of two boys Ross or Jake. I walked over and looked out the window. It was Ross throwing pebbles at my window. God this boy and these corny things. I closed the blinds and went back to my bed. My phone then started ringing. It was Ross. I pressed to decline button. Then it was quiet for few minutes then all of the sudden i heard a loud thud on the sound of the house. Is he seriously doin-. My thought was cut of by Ross knocking on my window. I heard a faint. "Come on Keira let me in." I ignored him. "I know you in there." I still didn't answer him. "I'll start singing." And when i didn't he did he started singing Love Story by Taylor Swift at the top of his lungs. I couldn't take it anymore i stormed over to the window and flung it open. "Your an ass now go home and leave me alone." I said and then stormed back over to my bed. Then realizing that i had left the window open. I got up but it was too late. Ross had me pined against the bed. "Let me explain." He said holding me down so i wouldn't storm away again. "Ok about the picture you saw it's not what you think she came on to me." He said. "Really? Because it looked like you were enjoying yourself with your exploring hands." I said pushing him off of me as he loosened his grip. I got up and started to walk over to the door but he grabbed me by the arm and kissed me. "I'll prove to you that i still love you." He said. He picked me up and started kissing me again. He dropped me on the bed not breaking the kiss. Well come on i may be mad at him but he is an amazing kisser i can't help it. I leaned back and he laid i on top of me.
We had sex as if it was our first time. It was passionate and full of love. As i laid there with him his arms around my waist. He was asleep but i couldn't go to sleep. It was as if i didn't feel as safe and protected around him anymore. I didn't trust him. I don't know if i ever could again. I just laid there thinking if we could ever be the same again.
