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So um

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So um...

I truly don't know what to say.

For those who still don't know,

Technoblade,
Our only Blood god,
Favorite nerd, boomer and buffoon,

Has passed away.

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As most of you already know,
In the summer last year, Techno,or should I say Alex (his irl name), was diagnosed with stage 4 cancer.

His dad made an appearance in the newest video where he told us the news about his son passing. Go and watch it on Techno's channel.

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Um....I-

I don't know...

I really do not....

I still don't believe honestly, I am waiting for that:

'Sike nerds, this was the worst joke of all time. God, look at all the views that I've got. Technoblade neva dieeees!!'
I can't let myself grieve fully since I truly am in denial.


But after seeing the whole video through and seeing Twitter messages....I guess it isn't fake... but I really want it to be!😭 I wish there were emojis which would be able to express my emotions right now....

BUT NO! I still cannot. My mind...just can't. Like, how is he dead?! There is actually no way, like, to me, it felt so sudden...I was thinking about him a few days prior and I wondered how he was doing....I just can't...I'm mad....I want to punch something.... I am sad...I sobbed so much...but then again, I think it wasn't enough since I still don't think he truly died....I just can't imagine not having any more new videos from his channel...not hearing any new jokes and ...and...and his voice...I-

I went on Twitter to read things he wrote before and I...😢😖 his old videos....like how is he actually gone? How?! No way....

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Now, as for my official statement about Technoblade (it's long, sorry):

"I found out about Techno back in June 2020. It was the same day I subbed to both Techno and Dream. I found out about them from one of the first Mr Beast Gaming videos where he says that Dream is the best MC player in the world. Seeing that, I searched for a video on YT to truly find out who is the best, and there were few nominated individuals, both Techno and Dream being a part of that list.

When I searched for the both men, I didn't really like Techno's style of how he was making his videos. And, haha, I know he'd probably call be a nerd without style right now, but it was what it was Tech, sorry bud. I learned to love them after starting to love him as a person.

That's when I started to love Dream's manhunts and everything.

But this isn't about our dear Dream, but about Techno Our Beloved.

I started watching him when he joined in Dream SMP (after the Big Duel), and I realized how great of a person he is. Never missed a stream ever since. He was one of a kind.

Loved his humour and jokes, he was one of the funniest people I know....(Still can't believe I have to use 'was').

Even though he said he used dark type of humor I would disagree...Killing orphans in a game, drop-kicking children in self defense, babies too, isn't that dark, I mean, c'mon you guys /srs

He had so little time but he was a part of people that made this world so much fucking bareable...our fav Sbi member.

I loved every single one of his streams. I even watched SMP Earth a few months ago and ofc I loved it. He made that kind of content and couldn't not be entertaining. I was happy before every stream, especially that one week where he streamed about 3 streams on the DSMP. I was so hyped and everything.

I couldn't ever believe that I would miss 'Starting the streeeaaam' intro so much. And those scuffed moments, ha, oh God...but they weren't scuffed ofc...He was a quality streamer aaafter all ;)

Never thought I'd miss words coming out of his mouth, such as YOINK, HEH, NOT EVEN CLOSE BABY TECHNOBLADE NEVER DIES, YOU FOOL, YOU NEEERD, PHIL LOOK OUUUUUT....and much more. I will forever miss the friendship he had with other people...certainly not as much those people who knew him personally.

My sincerest condolences to his friends and family. He was a great kid. I will do my best to honor him. He took everything like a champ, the way everyone should. I am glad he got to 10mil before he passed, but we all know he would have no matter what, just like he said. And those subs wouldn't have been the pity ones nooo....He would except those. They would have been the well-deserved ones.
Good news is that he finally unboxed the Diamond play button... we even got a picture. You all know how much he didn't like to unbox things, ha ha.

Go to his videos, his best moments, funniest ones. Watch them over and over and over again. Laugh. Because that's what he wouldn't have wanted. Let's be serious, he truly wouldn't want anyone to cry or feel sad, only nerds cry.... but we are his nerds after all.

His famous phrase 'Technoblade never dies' will live on and while it never really had a physical meaning, it always had a spiritual one. Just like all things in life. Hopefully the future generations of kids grow up with his content.

His legacy will live on and I hope that we all can honor it and make him proud. He wouldn't want it any other way, I believe.
After all,
we were his employers,
his back bone,
his fans,
his nerds,
his buffoons,

his people.

I will never be able to express how I feel but trust me, he knows.

God really did him dirty, he didn't have to yoink him from us. He was so young.

I can't help but feel overwhelmed and hopeful that this doesn't happen to anyone, ever again!

Don't be sad.

No-one's ever really gone.

And no-one ever truly dies as long as they live in our hearts.

God and the afterlife are real,
Believe it,
Honour it,
Be worthy of your life, your family, but most importantly, yourself.

When we all go back home, to where we have all come from, we'll all be together with him....My regret is that I didn't get to meet him in this life...didn't get to be called a nerd... that I didn't become a fan of his much earlier....

But,

He is a part of something greater now. His soul is one with God once again. He is watching over all of us. So when you play pvp on Hypixel or you are in a rough situation, prey to our dear Techno, let him be your angel guardian, let his strength flow into you.

He will watch over us all, and definitely will cringe over how emotional we got.

He said that he loves us...

Just like he said on the smp, he has ascended to take on the Kingdom of God. Which I really hope isn't truly cause like, man, I wanna have a place to rest when I die too. You don't have to destroy everything sheesh...."

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Technoblade never dies.

Remember that.

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