(p.s. Im sorry ~Lainey)
Kellin has been acting strange the past few days. He's more quiet, spacey. I wonder if it's still about the mishap with my Aunt. Why would she even bring up another guy? Maybe he's jealous ? But he knows I cant have Matty... Maybe he just thinks I still have a crush on him. I approach Kellin, who was sitting on my bed, staring out the window. I kissed his cheek and noticed it was a little bit wet. I pulled up quickly and sure enough, my kellybear was crying. Or at least had been. I pulled him into an embrace and caressed his back with my thumb. "Im sorry." I whispered into his soft raven hair. He pulled back,shaking his head. "You have nothing to be sorry for Vic.." he said softly. "Yea I do! My aunt brought up the past and stirred up this mess and Im sorry!I just want my old Kellin back..." He looked directly into my eyes. His blue eyes piercing mine with incredible emotion, longing, sorrow, almost as if begging for forgiveness. But he had nothing that i needed to forgive him for. I could always forgive him. "Its not that Vic..." he whispered. "Then what! What did I do wrong to make you like this?! Im tired of you seeming so down! Please tell me!" I begged. "Its nothing you did and nothing you could prevent. If I told you, you wouldn't love me anymore...." he paused. "Vic, I- i have to go... For-forever. I- im so sorry." he croaked before running out of my room, and out of the house once again. "Kellin!!" I screamed running after him. Aunt Rachael stopped me and looked at me in anger, but then sympathy. "What happened?" she frowned. "I DONT KNOW AUNTIE PLEASE LET ME GO!" I cried. Literally. I was loosing my grasp on Kellin every second I lost and he gained running from me. I bursted out the door and looked in both directions for any sign of him. I dialed his number, and shouldve known it would go to voicemail. I left one anyways. "Kellin, I dont know why you ran away.. But I want you back. I want an explanation. I love you so much baby. And for the record, I could NEVER stop loving you. I dont care if you're sick and dying. Hell, I'd kiss you even if you were dead! Please just, come back and explain this to me. I won't be able to live without you."
I got my aunt to drive me around the little city but we couldnt find Kellin anywhere. Theres not much he can do seeing as he doesnt have a car... So where the hell did he go?
{Sneak Peek of next chap ;)}
(KELLINS POV)
*ring* *ring* *ring*
"Hello?"
"Hey! It's Kellin."
"Oh, Hey man! Whats goin on?"
"Do you have a car?"
"Yea... Why do you ask?"
"I need to go somewhere,far away."
"Ooh, sounds like a roadtrip?"
I smiled to myself. "Yep. Just like that."
I gave him my address and started packing my bags.
I just called Matty Mullins.
