We spread her ashes yesterday. Along with the fright going down the zip line, the thought of Tris completely gone crushed me overwhelming the fear of heights. I wished that the zip line would snap and let me fall to the earth. Stiff pancake. This is also why it took me so long to decide to spread the ashes, I just didn't want to let go. No matter what I do I can't get her out of my head always thinking to my that if I would have been there she wouldn't have died.
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I start to walk back to the dormitory, but I don't make it there instead I stop in the sparsely furnish room where Tris and I spent our last night together. I have been trying to hold back the tears all day. Now I try and fail. I cry like a little kid, I'm just surprised that no one came in. She was so beautiful. I don't know why she didn't believe that herself, by a single glance she could take my breathe away. That's when I think of everywhere we had been together.
Dauntless compound.
Faris wheel.
Trapped in Eurdite.
Among the Factionless.
This compound.
This room.
The list goes on and on.
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After Allegiant
RandomTobias falls into grief after Tris's death, but what he doesn't know is that Tris actually survived, along with Uriah. On their way back to Chicago, their home, they find someone named Ellie who has a one year ago daughter Luna. Together they make i...
