The Christian Love

8

Year 11

It's been a crazy few years . Tinashe and Isaiah still like each other but aren't together which I think is a waste of time , like hurry up and give me some niece's and Nephews , but not now of course. I'm still in  love with Elijah since day one .it's like we are meant to be  together but something is pulling us  away. I have met his parents and they are so nice .  We became best friends over the years . Hanging out , Bible study , eating each others cultures food .

The night Elijah asked me to prom  which was 2 years ago still runs through my mind , like it was yesterday . I remember when I heard a knock on  my bedroom door  at the middle of the night questioning who is up this late and especially disturbing me and then I let him in , held eye contact which we still do it but it's now very often , a little too often. Then he asked the question which I obviously said yes too but at that time so many questions were running through my head and they still do .

What if  he forgot

What if he already has someone to go with

What if I'm not good enough

Those same question still run through my brain till this day and I just want answers . Prom is in few months but I need to forget about prom and everything else . I need to focus on my GCSE , I can't risk failing . I want to make everyone proud .

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I'm in the middle of revising at home until my phone buzzes . When I look at it , I noticed it's the GC we made 3 years ago , and yes it's still  called LOVERS PENDING  because I know full and well that  Isaiah is still in love with Tinashe.

                            LOVERS PENDING

E- hCant believe we will be leaving soon

I- For real , it's been a crazy few years

T- I'm just nervous for the real world .

E- same I hope I make it pro .

I- Correction we make it  pro

T- Faith are you okay , you've been quite

F- what if we never see each other again

I- don't worry even if we don't see eachother for a while there will be for us to be together again.

After our conversation my mum called me down for dinner .

"Hey mum " I said while giving her a side hug

"Hi baby , dinners almost ready ". She said

After 20 minutes my mum finally finishes cooking  .we sit down pray and eat , today was rice and beef stew .

" How do you feel " she said looking at me

" What do you mean " I asked even though I know what she means

" Your exams , future , Elijah " she said . When she mentioned Elijah I began to get shy .

I don't know why but when anyone mentions his name I turn shy. Who knew  someone's name could have such a effect on me .

" Well I'm nervous for my exams . You know I want to be a surgeon" I said continuing to eat my food , not mentioning Elijahs name for many reasons .

She best not ask about Elijah

Shes going to ask
" What about Elijah ?" She ask
Why
just why did she have to ask 
Out of all questions .

" he asked me to prom 2 years ago and I don't know if he's forgotten or not "I said with a bit of sadness in my voice

" faith he is probably planning a prom proposal for you right now , I promise " she said while leaving the room .

I really hope she's telling the truth . I wouldn't want to go with anyone else

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Is Elijah going to ask faith to prom or not