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"why"

"Justwhy?"

My mind was occupied only by those two sentences. I have so many questions but my main one is why.She hid, she faked her own death, why is she only now returning?

While I am hurt, I am happy that she is safe.

In Mama's words, if you can't forget about it, pray about it, so that's what I'll do.While I am getting ready, I shut my eyes and talk to God

"Lord, I don't know how to feel about seeing her." I cried, bawling my eyes out as I said that sentence.

"Lord, when I struggle to speak to you with words may allow my heart to speak to you, " I said as more tears started rolling down my cheek.

When I needed her, mama always told me to call her. But I never did.

The last time I talked to her was when I left the hospital after the car accident

now that is roaming my mind I need to call her, but wait do I tell her about me and Elijah and Tinashe? I need to say to her

does mai Tinashe know

I need to call her

as I grab my phone I begin t dial her number waiting for her number to ring.is she even a wake

minutes later she answers

" Faith, "she says in disbelief, I mean I don't blame it's been a while

"hi mama," I said as hearing a voice brought a smile to my face

"hi my love, it's been a while," she said

"yes, I'm sorry I don't know why I was lacking communication, I'm sorry, "I said

"it's okay I understand you are busy with work and everything," she said with a slight giggle

"anyways tell me what's wrong," she said right after

"How did you know," I said in shock

"I'm your mother I know when my child isn't herself now spil," she said

I told her everything. Me Kendra and Isabella got closer,

"When I said tell me what's been going on I mean tell me what's wrong. I have already been knowing you and the girls have been getting close  now tell me what really been going on " she said

now I have to tell her

I took a deep breath and just let it all out

" I went to Elijah's football game and Tinaashe was there she tried speaking to me but I ran i didn't know what to do and I went on a date with Elijah tonight "

"ko tinashes amai vanoziva ?" she said

"no," I said

she seems disappointed in me for not telling her and Mama Tinashe

"when your ready to tell her let me know and ill be right by your side," she said

" thank you, mama, umm I might be seeing her tomorrow," i said

" let me know what happens,its getting late my child goodnight," she said

" goodnight," i said as the phone cuts

After our conversation I began to close my eyes and sleep
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I'm truly I'm sorry for the long wait I've just not been feeling motivated to write
But I'm back new chapter as soon as possible
Much love
-martinawritesss

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