-Ransu Ai POV-
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I ran under a tree in a little gated area with flowers and trees dying from the autumn weather. I didn't realize that Pita had followed me into this place.
I was the only person who ever came in here. Pita was panting with his hands on his thighs standing directly above me. It was all my fault, why do I have to be so gay! It's not my fault Pita is so attractive! Pita plopped himself right next to me, sitting on the dead grass.
I blushed so dramatically, I knew I was as red as a tomato.
Pita looked at me and smiled, showing off his pearly white teeth. He finally got ahold of his breath and stood back up.
He reached his hand out for me to grab it. I grabbed his hand and he pulled me up with a great amount of force.
No matter how much the pain ran through me, just staring at Pita made the pain fade. Pita's dark brown hair and blue eyes were so amazing.
~Ransu got home~
I had enough faith to do what I had always needed to do. Tell mom my true feelings.
I went up to my mom, who was in the white painted kitchen, cooking spaghetti at the black stove.
"Mom, I .... Uh.... Have to tell you something important."
She turned the fire on the stove off, and sat at the wooden dinner table.
"So sweetie, what is so important that you need to tell me this."
I was shaking really badly and finally blurted it out," Mom, I'm in love with a guy." Instantly I felt a stinging pain go across my right cheek.
Mom slapped me for the first time.
"Honey! Do you know how disgusting that is?"
I had my hand on my cheek with my eyes tearing up and yelled," I love him, mom! He's really nice! It's not gross mom it's love!"
She had a look of disgust painted on her face. She got up and went back to cooking.
I ran to my room down the hallway, crying badly. I face planted into my soft bed and cried.
I heard the home phone start ringing, but I could care less. Mom denied me, she hates me now. Why did I have to tell her so soon? I'm such a freak. Dad would understand, I will explain to him what is going on.
I turned over laying on my back looking up at the ceiling. My white plastered cieling, matching the white plastered walls. My wooden dresser alongside my radio. No carpet, just wood, smooth shiny wood.
I grabbed a book from my creaky shelf. My favorite book- Little Woman. It was translated into Japanese recently. I read this book more than my fingers and toes counted together.
I heard the doorbell ring, it was dad! I put up my book slowly and got dressed for bed. I tiptoed through the one couch living room, past my older brothers room and into the kitchen.
I stopped dead in my tracks, mom was talking to dad. She pointed at me and I froze in terror. Dad growled and yelled," No son of mine is going to be a gay!" I started crying, I thought he'd understand.
I raced back to my room without dad following me. I tripped over the basketball by my older brothers room.
I winced and by brother came above me and snickered," I guess I was right."
I picked myself up and threw myself into my closet. I covered my whole body in old toys. The toys I stashed in my closet like, pandas with no eyes, trucks with broken wheels and old bear Buttons. I sniffed and shivered while I heard the screaming.
" No soon of mine will be the way he is! He is a disgrace, a boor. " Shouted dad
"HONEY! CALM! STAY CALM!" She screamed frantically.
I heard a bang from the door, a bang that sent an earthquake throughout the house.
I cried myself to sleep.
~the next day at school~
I walked into the classroom spotting Mei. She was on the floor grabbing her leg. I immediately started screaming for help in the hallways. I saw Hitsu, he was the only one. I ignored the fact he was there. He walked into the classroom and I could hear his loud gasp.
A couple moments later he came out carrying her. He was struggled a lot, but managed. I flew through the hallway to meet Sensai.
"Mei...leg.....Hitsu....." I was so out of breath, my asthma was going wild. I grabbed my chest and started panting for air. I could feel my body hit the ground.
Sensai dropped all her stuff and started screaming. Then I saw Pita. He ran over to me and the world was going black around me. I felt Pita's hand hold mine. Then everything was silent.
~Mei's POV the day when Ciel realized that Suzan and the others were gone~
I walked into the classroom and played with my pencil. I drew my name trying to practice my cursive. Fail. I stood up and imagined myself to be like a royal person, someone who is loved and noticed.
The the only times I could show my emotions and feelings is when I'm alone or with Hitsu. Hitsu is different from Sakakibara. Hitsu was not afraid, he was gentle but strong.
I sat in my old desk feeling all the memories come back to me. I jumped up out of the desk when the door opened. I knew it was probably Hitsu or Sensai.
No I was wrong.
It was just Suzan and the girls. Before they could hit me or yell at me I said," Wait! Don't hurt me now!"
Lydia rolled her eyes," Why?"
I quickly thought of the idea that can easily trick these dumb girls, " Everyone will be coming back in few minutes."
They looked at eachother and nodded. But Suzan had a devilish smile, then she folded her arms and whispered something into Migan's ear.
Migan came up to me and told me what Suzan said to her," Be here tomorrow morning and we won't hurt you now."
I looked her dead in the eye and agreed.
They left and Hitsu ran in to find me unharmed. He let out a sigh of relief and grinned.
~next morning time before Ransu's death~
On my way to school, Hitsu wasn't there to walk me to school. I was happy when he gave me the letter.
"Mei, I know what you are going through. I lost people I loved, too. But right now, I don't want to lose you."
I felt butterflies flutter through my stomach. I pulled an envelope out, which is the letter I wrote him.
I held it tightly and walked into the school. Once I made it to the classroom ten minutes early ( as always), I saw Migan. Just Migan. She was just standing there outside the classroom door.
I was about to go into the classroom when she hit me right in the stomach. I let out a groan and she kicked me. She just wouldn't stop. I felt a small in my right leg.
I sent out a silent cry, literally so quiet that you can't even hear it. She dragged me into the classroom, by my desk. I crawled into a ball and grabbed my leg. Migan left the room, but I couldn't get up to escape.
I heard the door open up and I didn't look up. But the voice I heard was Ransu's. He yelled for help then ran away. Leaving me in my own empty shell.
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Sorry for the update taking so long. Ciel's POV will be all next chapter no worries! By the way, I love how we already have 200+ reads and quite a few votes! Thanks again, for all the support!
