Strange Addiction || Rindou × Sanzu

➣ ˗ˏˋ I WAS FIRST ࿐

Haruchiyo's POV

"and most importantly, my relationship with you" he added as i keep staring at his serious expression

I chuckled then sat on the bed properly

he did the same in front of me

"what are you gonna do if you ever fall in love in such a young age?" I asked but he remain confuse

I hug my knee and rest my chin on it

"When i was young, i always blame for something i never did" i said as i averted my gaze and looked at the window instead

It hurts for me remembering the past that's why i always tried to avoid talking about it

But since Rindou already asked me, I will just answer him honestly

"i have younger sister and older brother..."

*Flashback*

"I'm sorry..." i apologized after my brother scold me again for being irresponsible brother for my little sister Senju Akashi

After scolding me, my sister apologized 'cause she knew i was blamed again because of her mistake

But because my mood was really bad, i left her and ran outside instead

I reached the park where there's a huge tree on it

I hide myself as i began crying and letting my emotions out

"why am i always the one who blamed... am i not being good enough?" i asked myself along with little hiccups

"Why are you crying?" i suddenly heard a kid's voice

i looked up and saw a guy with blonde hair, standing in front of me

He was holding a toys

"Leave me alone" i said rudely as i averted my gaze

"My mom said, crying is not a sign of weakness. Are you shy?" He asked that annoys me

"I said leave me alone!" I said as i pushed him

he fell on the ground, giving me a guilt on my body

i look around to see if his guardian is here

"why are you so rude?!" He asked as he throw his toys on my face

I accidentally stepped on a small rock that made me fell on the ground

i grabbed the toy he throw and about to hit him when i notice that his toy is pretty

i stare at it, forgetting that we're arguing

"do you like it?" he suddenly asked

I feel embarrassed so i just give the toy back to him

"you can play with me if you like it" he said, smiling widely

i was stunned by his appearance

his blonde hair look so smooth and his round shape glass made him look more cute

he stood up and let his cute legs ran towards his toys

"I have many here, play with me" he offered

I was too young that day so without asking his name, i play with him