Strange Addiction || Rindou × Sanzu

➣ ˗ˏˋ TRUTH ࿐

Haruchiyo's POV

"Ayaka might be your first girlfriend but i was the one who fell in love first..." I said, staring at his expression

he averted his gaze as he scratched his nape

"I-I never thought that you're that kid, i mean.... i can't even recognize you"

i chuckled as i saw his cute reaction

"it's fine, as long as i finally found you" I replied, slowly touching his hand

I saw his face blushed that he immediately pulled his hand away

"Right, you should sleep now. It's getting late" I said as i lay down on my bed

he stare at me for a seconds, causing me to looked at him with confusion

"Sorry for leaving you behind..." he said as he stood up and about to leave the room but then, i grabbed his wrist. Making him to looked at me

"Do it and we're done."

His words pop up in my mind again, i let go of his wrist as i lie down again

"goodnight" i said, turning to face the window

After a few seconds, i heard the door shut

i sighed as i slowly closed my eyes, i have this heavy feelings after remembering the past

But i don't want to take my pills right now, i might hurt him again...

Rindou's POV

I was lying on our bed as i remembered the way he's crying when he was a kid

When i was highschool, i keep asking myself who's that kid

I can't remember his face clearly, all i know is that we're always meet each other to play together

Later on, i just decided to forget it since I'm just kid back then

So knowing that he's that kid left me speechless

I never thought that he knew me ever since i was a kid

"But i was the one who fell in love first"

"F*ck" i whispered as i covered my face using my pillow

So this is why when am i feeling something even tho i don't know him yet...

• • • • • • • • • •

I woke up as i heard my alarm rang

I still feel sleepy but i forced myself to get up 'cause i know i still have work to do

After taking a shower like i always do, i went downstairs and saw Mucho and Haru eating already

Haru noticed me but he just gave me smile and didn't say anything

"Good morning Rindou" Mucho greeted

"Good morning" i greeted back

I can't stop myself from looking at Haru 'cause he didn't even greeted me

I just ignore it and began eating as well