hawkins high school|| 11:31 am
mike wheeler
everything was hurting. my face was bleeding bad and i was so close to passing out. will was with me. we got to the bathroom and i fell on the floor. will rushed to my side.
"mike we have to go to the nurse. this is so bad please mike. you're so hurt." i took wills hand and just smiled at him. why am i like this..? i let go of his hand, so confused with my feelings. will helped get me cleaned up instead of going to the nurse. everything hurt. the bell had rang for our next class and will got up to leave but i just stayed there. he looked back at me.
"are you coming?" i shook my head and he walked back over to me and sat down. i couldn't take it anymore. i grabbed wills hand. and i laid my head on his shoulder. this felt... right. this felt right with him. it was right. will pulled away though. "what are you doing?!" he's right. what was i doing? "i'm sorry i really have no clue i just did that i'm so sor-" will got up and left the bathroom. what the actual fuck was wrong with me? even though i was already in pain, i got up and started punching the wall. i walked out the bathroom and got the fuck out of school. will was beside the bathroom door when i left, but i didn't say anything. i went home and collapsed in my floor. it wouldn't matter. nobody's home anyways. i stared at my ceiling for hours after hours. i heard a car pull up and ran to my basement. will probably doesn't even wanna hang out with me now. FUCK! i grabbed a pillow and screamed into it. it was after school now. i was crying into my pillow at this point. there was a knock at the door but i just expected mom to get it.
"michael! will is here!" he actually did come..? he didn't say anything. will came down stairs into the basement and i realized i was still crying. i wiped my tears and will stared at me.
"uh.. are you- okay?"
"why are you here? i thought you were mad at me, hated me even." wills eyes widened
"NO MIKE! i- i could never hate you. it just took my by surprise i guess. i'm sorry mike." he took my hand and hugged me tightly. i started crying, it was stupid to cry. but i did anyways. i hugged will tighter and he rubbed my back. this whole time i've been such a shitty friend and he's still by my side. i don't deserve will. he's so perfect.
"mike, everything is okay. i don't hate you. mike i like you.. i- i really do. and i'm sorry because you probably think i'm a fag. and probably don't want to be friends with me anymore." i put my hand on his cheek.
"will i like you too. but if we're going to be together, i have to break up with eleven first. and if you still want time before you want to be in a relationship i understand. oh god i'm so happy will.." he laid on top of me.
"me too mike. me too." and we stayed like that. and i didn't mind. i eventually took him up to my room, which was kind of hard because he's grown a lot now. but that's okay. i'm so happy i have will. he's the best friend anyone could ask for. and he's gonna be a perfect boyfriend. i laid him down on my bed and went to go lay down on the floor. will grabbed me and pulled me on the bed with him, and i laughed. he started tickling me like we were children again, but it was fine and it was fun, i eventually got him back and started tickling him too. after awhile of laughing will was on top of me asleep. and i knew everything would be okay. i don't think el will hate me because i have a feeling she has a crush on max. i'll tell her tomorrow when i see her, yeah, tomorrow. and then i went to sleep with my arms wrapped around will.
