Chapter 4

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1)

That night Sahana couldn't sleep, she had a lot of questions in her mind. How is Shiva here? All this while she thought Shiva would be in jail for what he did, so does it mean that Shiva was not proven guilty in court? But she saw the house burning down right infront of her own eyes. If Shiva was here then where are his family members? She needed answers, she wanted to know the truth behind all of this. 'Inthe kelvi ku bathil ore orru aale kithe than irreke Sahana.' she thought to herself.

The only person who has the answers to all of these questions is Shiva, but she doesn't want to talk to Shiva, she doesn't want to face him and she doesn't even want anything that has to do with Shiva. No one until now understands why she is very mad and disappointed with Shiva. When someone promises you the entire world, when you put too much hope on a person, and the same person breaks all of your trust, the heartbreak that comes from it is indescribable. When Sahana closes her eyes, she remembers all the bitter sweet memories she had with Shiva, all of the memories that she tried so hard to forget. How Sahana wished Shiva didn't take such a drastic decision in his life, if only he thought about Sahana and the baby for a second, they would be a very happy family now. All of Sahana's dream to have a happy family has been shattered because of that one decision that Shiva made. Not even her own parents understand her feelings. But she can't blame her parents for that, as a son in law Shiva has done so many things for them, and they really appreciate and love Shiva. At the same time, Sahana can't seem to be able to forgive Shiva, just not yet.

However, Sahana knows that it is wrong to want to keep Aishu to herself, especially after Shiva already knows the truth. All this while she didn't tell Aishu the truth because she thought Shiva was in jail, but now she has to tell Aishu the truth. Aishu deserves to know the truth. Sahana will tell Aishu soon, when the situation is right.

Sahana's train of thought has been interrupted by a phone call, it was the same unknown caller. Sahana's heart beat raised even before she answered the call.After answering the call, Sahana didnt say anything. "Yen Sahana, bayenthutiya? Ne Shiva va kaaval ah vechiruntha naan unneyum un papa va yum onnume seiye matten nu nanichitiya? Inthe thadeve ne tapichite, innimel thane parke pore yen game eh!" Sahana was very shocked, how did this unknown caller know about Shiva? So this is definitely not one of her business rivals, so is this someone from her past? Or someone from Shiva's past? Should she tell Shiva about this or will she be able to handle this on her own?

2)

Just like Sahana, Shiva was unable to sleep that night, he was happy that he met Sahana and his child again after so many years. But he is also afraid that all of this happiness is only temporary. Shiva very well knows his Raangi, she will not be willing to forgive and accept Shiva that easily. Shiva has to work his way again to her heart. But at the same time Shiva feels guilty, he knows that all these years without him by her side, it must have been really hard for Sahana. But Shiva had his own reasons for staying away from Sahana. He wanted to make himself better. He knows that if he becomes a better person, only then Sahana will accept him. At the same time, he didn't know how to face Sahana, that was also one of the reasons he stayed away from her. Even Shiva doesn't feel good about himself for the mistake that he made 6 years ago, even if he was not proven guilty at the court but a crime is still a crime. He knows that the mistake he made has cost his own family's happiness.

Shiva was very proud of the way Sahana raised Aishu, Aishu is such a well-mannered child. Shiva has always wanted to raise the child like his Sahana. Shiva smiled thinking of the memories he had with Aishu when she was at his house. But deep down, Shiva was also sad that Aishu didn't even know her own father. Shiva could understand Sahana's situation, what else could she have told a 6 year old child, when Sahana herself didn't know about Shiva's whereabouts.

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