Come Together (Joger & Frian Book 3)

26

Freddie's P.O.V

I was sound asleep next to Brian when I heard

"No, Stop get away from me" coming from the living room.

So trying not to make any noise I got out of bed and went into the living room, Pausing at the sofa and heard.

" I said start please please stop".

So I went around the sofa and said. " Amber wake up dear, You're having a nightmare" as I gently rubbed her arm.

Then she moaned and then let out a blood-curdling "No!" She opened her eyes and sat up quickly.

"Hey," I soothed as I put my hand on her back.

After she finished hyperventilating she looked up at me.

"Freddie?".

"You alright darling?".

"Please don't send me back to London" Amber wrapped her arms around me.

"We're not especially in this condition".

"Can I come with you to Montreux?".

"Of course, you can dear".

" I don't want to face him again".

" I know you don't but, you will have to eventually".

"I'm stuck Freddie. I feel like my wife is choking me out and have no clue what to do anymore".

"You don't have to know right now over time you will heal".

"Y'know something Freddie. You and Brian are fathers to me better than my biological father".

"Really?".

"Yes".

"Well that means a lot to us, I'll tell you what how about I'll make us a cup of tea and we can continue this chat".

"I'd like that because I think I'm pregnant and I have no idea what to do".

So I got up and went into the kitchen where I put the kettle on, Within a few minutes it was already whistling. I poured us a cup of tea at the table as Amber walked in my direction and sat down.

"Just a curiosity darling, What makes you think that you're pregnant?".

" I don't know, I guess I've been feeling tired, ill all the time and I guess I've been also moodier".

"Okay, anything else?".

"The smell of alcohol gets to me, it makes me feel nauseous like I'm going to puke my guts out".

"Oh wow".

" I can't stop thinking about what happened, What if I take a test and it turns out positive? I am not ready to be a mother I have my whole life ahead of me I want to travel the world, and experience things. I'm only nineteen Freddie I feel like I can't catch a break".

"No matter what occurs Brian and I are right behind you every step of the way, It's your body your choice we don't have a uterus so we can't make a decision for you but we may give you some advice along the way if you are up for it but you don't have to take it if you don't want to".

"Thank you, Freddie".

After we finished our tea I had a good idea.

"Amber my dear why don't we take a little trip down the road to see Jency she might have a pregnancy test for you".

"Okay".

So weird that we went down the road to Jency's flat where she was like are you still up so she invited us in with you enjoyed her bathroom and pulled out a pregnancy test. Not long after Jency explained the test to Amber she finally took the test where we waited for two hours and it turned out positive in the end.

Then Amber screamed in sheer disbelief.

" Amber darling look at me, look at me everything is going to be alright".

" I don't want this baby, I want one but not right now" She sobbed.

"What do you want to do now?".

" I think I want an abortion because I didn't have a history of miscarriages in my family".

"Okay".