Rndm 3 // gdby lttrs
So I was thinking, if sadness is an overuse feeling,
Is it just the feeling of the sad songs I keep on listening recently?
Or maybe Taylor hits differently.
Either way, I'm sad.
When I say I'm sad, I'm referring to the goodbye letter I tried writing with my shaky hands.
The difference with those letters and this one is this isn't me saying farewell.
I keep on thinking that maybe the world is too happy, that I can't keep up.
But no, when I think of the words that would describe the world right it is not happiness.
For all I know, I keep on fighting back the tears that will very soon be falling.
Maybe caffeine in the afternoon is intoxicating.
Or I'm just sad.
Can I tell you where you go wrong?
But I don't want you to think that it is your fault.
So this is me depriving myself of happiness
So, I'm trying to tell myself that there is someone out there sadder than me, that maybe this is the feeling of Taylor's song,
Or the world being too happy Or that afternoon coffee.
Giving you some time is not an option, so I'll be stuck here contemplating to where can I blame it on.
