31. do I really love him?

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At 9:00 am

It had been two whole weeks since Tae and Jimin had spoken those words to Jungkook. His mind was consumed with their words, unable to shake them off. Everything they had said lingered, leaving him feeling angry and confused.

Jungkook exclaimed, "What the heck!! Why can't my mind just forget all those freaking words and focus on work!!? What should I do!!??"

He hit his head in frustration, feeling overwhelmed. Throughout these two weeks, Jungkook hadn't interacted much with Jin, nor had he met him as Mr. Black. His life felt increasingly confusing, and he couldn't understand why.

Ignoring Jin was proving impossible. Jin worked in the same office, on the same floor, as his personal assistant. How could he avoid Jin when their professional lives were so intertwined? Jungkook found himself talking to Jin often, enjoying the sound of his smooth voice.

Initially, Jungkook had thought ignoring Jin would be easy, but it turned out to be excruciatingly difficult. He couldn't comprehend why it was so hard to ignore Jin, why his presence affected him so deeply.

Not meeting Jin as Mr. Black for two weeks was tormenting him. He missed the way Jin treated him in that persona. Now, Jungkook wanted Jin to treat him the same way he treated Mr. Black. He longed for Jin's undivided attention, his smiles, his laughter—only directed at him. And Jungkook didn't understand why.

It frustrated him to see Jin close with Ken, but he couldn't pinpoint why. Even Jin's closeness with Jimin and Tae stirred jealousy within him, despite knowing they were just friends. Jungkook was grappling with emotions he couldn't comprehend, making every day feel like a struggle.

Like really, Jungkook doesn't even stand seeing Jin close with Jimin and Tae. He really dislikes how comfortable and carefree Jin is with Jimin and Tae. How Jin uses nicknames for them. Jin calls Jimin 'Jiminie' and Tae 'Taetae.' What makes Jungkook even more upset is Jin also using a nickname for Ken. And what Jungkook can't understand is why Jin can call everyone with cute nicknames but not him. Why does Jin give everyone affectionate names except him? Why can't he receive a nickname from Jin, too? What did he do to not receive a nickname?

Once again, talking about Jin, Jungkook doesn't comprehend why his heart races so fast whenever he's around Jin!? Why he can't help but lock eyes with Jin..? Why he can't overlook even a single word from Jin's mouth? Why he can't stay calm without seeing Jin? Why can't he find pesce without seeing Jin and having a glance of his smile? Why does his body and hands start fidgeting and shaking when Jin is nearby..!? He can't understand why he always shows interest in Jin's words, even if they don't make sense, but Jungkook still shows interest.

Jungkook doesn't know why he feels like he's about to explode when Jin is near. He can't grasp why he gets goosebumps seeing Jin. Why does he feel like his blood rushes all over in his head? He can't think of anything except Jin. He doesn't know why his blood pressure spikes whenever he sees Jin with someone else. Why does he feel like destroying everything when he sees Jin's sad pout. Why can't he see Jin unhappy?

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