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Jungkook pov

Being back in the kitchen with Lisa is liberating in a way. I feel like we're moving past a lot of our past grudges with every crepe we finish.

We're getting back to the core of our relationship as siblings.

She was my best friend for a long time and I've missed her a lot.

Through everything, Jimin is there too. He doesn't say much, but he does bring us both the best cup of coffee I've ever tasted.

His support so far has been far and away beyond anything I would've expected from him.

When I asked him to be my alpha, I mostly just wanted him to be there beside me so that I had something solid to hold onto.

Also, I figured he'd make Lisa a little jealous.

He's really stepped up though.

Every now and then he cycles through the kitchen, doing dishes and keep things cleaned up.

Then he heads back to check on Mom and make sure that she hasn't woken up while we were distracted.

I'm not sure he realizes just how big of a relief he's being.

And I'm not really sure why.

There's no reason for him to go that far. He doesn't owe me anything.

After the way I've been acting I'm the one that should be going out of my way to accommodate him, not the other way around.

I don't know what to make of his actions and it's eating me up inside a little bit.

I know that I've started to sense some thing from him that I hadn't before.

A sort of protectiveness that I feel whenever he's nearby.

I know instinctively that he would never allow anything to hurt me. That alone bolsters my strength a little bit.

We haven't really gotten to talk much about what happened the night I was in heat, but we both know there's a distinct possibility that I'm pregnant.

I'm certain that any protective instinct of his has more to do with the potential of an unborn child inside me than anything else.

I'm definitely not the sort of omega someone like him should be making long term plans with anyway.

As much as I pretend to be a high society, social elite, that comes from a rich background, I'm not.

My true heritage is much poorer, much more simple, and definitely not something that would make a good match for someone like Jimin.

I look side long at him and catch him staring back at me. There's a sparkle in his eye that sends an arrow through my heart. I can see it plain as day.

He's falling for me, if he hasn't already.

I've seen it in clients in the past and it's always heartbreaking when you've got to tell them that you don't return their affection and you're going to have to stop seeing them so that things don't get complicated.

This is the first time, however, that I feel something back.

I know he's not thinking clearly.

It's that possessive, protective, instinct that most alphas have in excess. He's thinking about the baby that we might be having together.

He's drawn to me right now because of that.

If I turn up pregnant, he'll vow to stay with me in a heartbeat and then, after the baby is born, he'll miserable becos he's tied down to an omega that he doesn't feel anything for.

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