Mary On A Cross ✔

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Hey guys...

How are you all! He he...

I feel like shit... please hear me dont click of... this is a ramble one i wish to reveal some of my deep secrets seeing that i need to let somethings off my chest.

You see during quarantine and lockdown I started getting inspiration to write an actual book. I just finished the Silent Assassin (man i style so bad rn)

It wasnt fully named yet but i had the idea "my lively" if was dedicated on ky own life and onto all the ones that suffered in lockdown with me.

I just stepped out my deep state of depression and self hate.

I finshed the book taht was over 4.789 words and 16 chapters or more.

I was so in joy mother was there to help me even if her english was terrible.

My brother was supportive at that time and also gave me critics and told me what to fix.

It was a long drama and romantic story that was filled with someone entering a state of denial but needed to accept reality.

Most of the story left my mind only some small traces are still here. And the three first chapters were written due to to auto-save that saved in another file that wasn't taken by the virus.

When j finally finished the story to sent it to my (was going to be) editor.

But sadly the next minute i went to reopen the story it didnt open... it said

'ERROR, THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG WITH YOUR FILE.

TRY AGAIN LATER.'

Like that i tried again and again even a friend of my dad watched my laptop to get something out nothing was there. Was just vanished from the computer aside grom the file name and some gibberish.

Nothing else.

Its been two years - soon to be three and i never tried to rewrite the story...

Like that i lost all motivation to write a book. I grew jealous of anyone that had written a book around the time j lost mine.

So i would get my head into my computer day and night to write stories on Wattpad and try to write stories venting my ideas and emotions into them...

Thank you for hearing me out...