If i can't run away from it id rather end me
Thats the second thought that always hits my sick head
I want to run away,away from this
This that i dont understand
Ive cried so much that my eyes are aching
Ive stubbed myself that my flesh lost all blood
Ive tried running away ,away from myself
Where my heart wont hurt again
Im tired of taking pills to ease my mind
If this is what being human feels like erase me on earth
Make me a stone a rock a river or dust
Dear santa I know its not Christmas but thats my short wish
