NOTES I WROTE BLEEDING

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I gave you what i gave no one
I denied myself so that youd have
Pinned our memories w love
Thought five years from now id say

         "We've been so in love all along"
"Honey we built the love we desired"
"Baby remember this day?"
    
Im now afraid of scrolling my gallery
Every smile i had feels odd
You lied to my eyes
I still believed you
I still want to believe you'll treat me better
Im being stupid again like i never learn from pain