NOTES I WROTE BLEEDING

FREE MY MIND

It feels like the ocean
Everyone talking to me feels like the breeze
The waves inside me are so heavy
Today seems longer than any other day

Suicidal thoughts keep ringing in my head
Thoughts of blades and knives
Thoughts that wont give me a break
A break to take a sigh of relief

The ocean aint safe at night the wise say
My mind swims at night to find peace
That peace that makes the waters still
That is what i hope my mind gets to be