Frenemies

Dispair

                               Chaeyoung's POV

                A dream........it was only a dream......Mina was never kidnapped by Hyunjin. I never kissed Mina. I never heard Yoongi's voice, confessing his love for me. That was all a dream.......

                 I smiled as I felt the sun creeping along my eyelids. I could feel my consciousnesses coming back to me. I could move my fingers. I felt cozy in a bed. I must've had a good sleep. And a horrible dream. How horrible. Imagine if all of that was.......

                I opened my eyes. White ceilings welcomed my eyes. Hospital smells flooded my nose. I wanted to smack myself. To check if this was real. But I already knew the truth.
               My heart began to race. And as it did a beeping noise thrashed in my ears.
               "Doctor! She's awake!" I heard in the background.
              I knew the voice. I miss that voice.
              "Mom...." I trailed my voice.
              "Sweetie! We're here!" She immediately said and came into my view. She looked like she had been crying. I saw her face and immediately began to cry.
             "Yoongi!" I cried. That's all I could say.
             My dad also came and sat by us as I cried.
             "It's okay sweetie." My mom said assuringly.
             I felt fine. So I sat up. I saw everyone was there. My parents. Jimin. Jeongyeon. Tzuyu and Jungkook. Even Namjoon and Sana.
              Seeing them just made everything worse.
             The doctor came to me and asked how I was feeling, "where's Yoongi!" Was the only thing I could cry, "Yoongi! His voice!"
              The doctor looked on the verge of tears. But she didn't cry. She just put her hand on my chest. I was shocked to see stitches upon where her hand was.
           "He's right here." The doctor said, "he gave up his heart for you."
           I shook my head in disbelief, I saw some of my friends silently crying. It was real....it wasn't a dream.....Yoongi was really gone.
           "She is ok now." The doctor said, "she can go home whenever she is ready." She looked at me who whose crying into my hands, "he wanted you to live on. I suggest you mourn and then live the life he wanted you to live."
           Then a thought occurred in my mind, I looked up again, "where's Mina?" I asked. I assumed everyone knew now.
           I glanced at Sana, "where's Mina?!"
           Sana looked guilty and sad, "she....."
           "She what?!" I asked again.
           "She left." She stated.
           "Left where?!"
           "I don't know Chaeyoung."
           "How could you-!" I began to accuse Sana but broke out in crying instead. My mom quickly helped me up. She told everyone to get out nicely.

            I was then taken home.....

           

                                Mina's POV

               "The transplant was complete." A doctor told me, bitterly smiling. I was so glad to know Chaeyoung was going to be ok. But at the cost of Hyunjin's life. I felt guilty. I wasn't even sure if I could face Chaeyoung once I woke up. She might be mad at me when she found out I tricked Hyunjin into saving her.
"She'll be waking up in a few hours." The doctor clarified. I went ahead on a chair in the room, "also, we called her parents. They will be here shortly." My eyes grew wide, I completely forgot about her parents.
Suddenly I heard a voice behind me, "do friends get to come to?"
I turned around seeing......Hyunjin.....right there. Standing right in front of me. Alive.
My jaw dropped, "Hyunjin.....I...."
"Tried to kill me." Hyunjin calmly stated, "don't look so shocked. I'm not as stupid as you think."
"Hyunjin......wait then why is Chaeyoung's transplant complete?!" I yelled at the doctor.
The doctor looked scared, "another person volunteered to do it. His name was..."
"It's that Min Yoongi." Hyunjin finished.
"Min.....WHO?!" I alerted. Oh no....Yoongi is dead. For real. My fists began to ball up as I faced Hyunjin, "Yoongi shouldn't have died, Hyunjin!" I cried, "Chaeyoung is going to kill me! He was innocent!"
"Don't face me!" Hyunjin defended, "you would've tricked him as well into dying. As long as it was for your Chaeyoung. I get it now, Mina. You love her. And now I know why you didn't want me. Your disease. But now that I know I'll make sure everyone you love knows. All your friends are going to know. Everyone. And there's nothing you can do."
I couldn't even make a sound. He was right. Everyone....was going to know. That it was my fault. My fault that this happened. My fault Yoongi is gone.
         I began to sob, "is it true....is Yoongi really dead?"
         "Yeah. He loved Chaeyoung as well apparently." Hyunjin scoffed.
         "Hyunjin.....GET OUT!" I yelled at the top of my lungs. The police immediately came in and took him out with them.
         I looked upon Chaeyoung seeing a rose placed perfectly in her hand. I went to pick up the rose.
         "Yoongi wanted you to have this." The doctor suddenly came up to me holding a small yellow sticky note. What could be so important and be on a tiny little sticky note.
          I started to read it aloud but I stopped because I lost my voice from despair, "Mina, my deepest desire is for Chaeyoung to be happy. And now, it's up to you to do that for me."
           I began to cry, "I can't......"
           The doctor came over to comfort me, "I'm so sorry."
          "No." I shook my head, "I can't do this. I don't deserve her. She should've fallen in love with Yoongi. She's gonna hate me. Everyone's gonna hate me....I'm sorry..." I began to step backwards. The doctor tried to assure me but there was no chance on me being assured, "I'm sorry, I can't be here."
          And then....I left. Not sure where to go. But Chaeyoung didn't need someone like me. If only I was never born. If only......

     
                          Chaeyoung's POV

             Today....was the worst day of my life....so far. I was still down from the anesthesia. I felt numb inside. I told Sana to call me when she found out where Mina was. I wanted to see her as soon as possible. But of course, she hasn't called me yet. All I've been doing is sitting in my bed. Crying. Alone. I told my family I needed to sleep. But truth is I can't. I can't sleep. I miss Yoongi. Who will be there to sit next to me during class. Who will be there to torment me. Who will be there to help me without even questioning it. Who will be there to call me shortie. Who will I share my great comebacks with. And what about....Hobi.....does he even know? Probably by now. Everyone knows. As well as Mina's disease. Everyone knows. She must be mortified. All I want is Mina. I don't care if she's the one who got me like this. It was me who kissed her. I was the one who chose this fate.....if only I hadn't....but how would I have professed my love towards her? I couldn't think. My head was foggy.
        In the midst of my thoughts I hadn't noticed the door to my room open.
        "Chae-" I heard Tzuyu's voice ring.
        I snapped out of my thinking to see her sitting near to my bed.
        "You didn't even see me come in?" Tzuyu questioned looking worried, "how far gone are you?"
         I couldn't even form tears in my eyes, "Tzuyu...how long has it been?"
         "Since when?" She asked.
         "Since I first got home."
         "It's been almost two days. Have you not been aware this whole time?" Tzuyu asked me, "what have you been doing? Did you get sleep? You look deadly."
          "Yes." I simply replied, both of us knowing I was lying.
          "Chaeyoung you haven't slept. You've refused to eat. Why are you like this? I understand your grieving. But what about your life? What about Mina?"
          "You found her?" I quickly widened my eyes.
           Tzuyu looked guilty, "no word from Sana or anybody. I myself have been looking. Chaeyoung she's disappeared."
           "Tzuyu what if I just died?" I stated. I hadn't even noticed Tzuyu begin to sob.
           "Please stop this, Chaeyoung. Your gonna kill yourself. Can you please help us find Mina. She's probably feeling the same as you. And Yoongi's....."
           "Yoongi...." I muttered.
           "I know." Tzuyu assured brushing my hair, "his funeral....is tomorrow. You should come. Sana left tons of messages to Mina telling her to come as well."
         "Tzuyu, I don't know if I can." I muttered back at her.
         "The doctor said your physically fully recovered. It's just your mental state." She explained, "please just come to the funeral."
          I nodded, "ok."
          "Is there anything you need?" Tzuyu asked me.
          "Mina." I said.
          Tzuyu face suddenly lit up, "oh! Good news! Since you were already infected by Mina's blood, it won't affect you anymore. Even if your blood touches. Your totally immune now. So you two can....well do whatever you want."
           This was good news. The only thing that encouraged me in the past day. I just need to tell Mina. I need to see Mina. I need hold her. Tell her it's okay and that it wasn't her fault. But the step to that is to get out of this depressing bed.
           "Oh wow, are you coming downstairs?" Tzuyu asked me.
           I nodded still not feeling myself, "let's find Mina."
         

                                  Tzuyus POV

                   I've known Chaeyoung for a long time. I've been broken and cried to her all the time. I've been miserable. But in all my life I've never seen Chaeyoung like this. Ever.....she's completely broken. If Mina weren't still walking on this earth she would've given up by now. I just need an angel to come and save Chaeyoung from her own grief. And that Angel is Mina.
                  "Oh Mina....where did you go?" I mumbled to myself watching Chaeyoung, struggling down the stairs, "Chaeyoung can't live without you."