last day before springbreak

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by stfu_bby_ily

by stfu_bby_ily

A/N
thanks for reading

Lilacs POV
I don't know why I ran away I couldn't think of any reasons why I would go to that hell hole. I don't know what's wrong with me I thought.
Its the last day before break you can do this I whispered as the school came into view. I looked at the time and realized that there is still and hour and a half before any one else shows up. So I decided to sit in my favorite spot underneath the weeping willow at the edge of the forest behind the school. I take a deep breathe but I start crying every thing that's been building up rover the week's started to pour out. And I just let them all the pain all the numbness. I'm tired of feeling alone,weak worthless,useless, a nobody it all just comes out and crying makes me feel weaker but I'm to tired to try and stop so I sit there tears staining my face and dream of what my life would be like if I was normal had friends a boyfriend both my parents siblings and have a really smile. My eyes dry and I lean my head against the cold bark and to a breathe.
You'll never be good enough to even have a friend let alone a family no body likes you your useless your a nobody.
I know I am I sigh
The queen bitch came out of no were with her crew of plastics

Hey freak how does your face feel she laugh and the plastics follow

H-hi Brit-Brittany I managed to get out of my mouth

I felt a flash of white hot pain hit my face. She slapped me.

Don't say my name freak don't ever say it again why don't you do the world a favor and kill your self already she said her and her crew walk off
I looked at my phone and realized its already been 1hour and 15 minutes I got up and headed towards the place that brings me some of the worst pain ever hell hole known as school.

A/N
Sorry it took me awhile I've had a lot of test and my anxiety got really bad and it was really hard to try and write but I will try and write more frequently
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