"She's my best friend, of course I love her",
"He's my best friend, but I fell in love with him".
A story about two childhood friends growing up together and facing the difficulties of love together. They do practically everything together and they...
"AHAHAHAHAHA", DRAKEN AND HIS LITTLE friend Mikey laughed at my face as I was telling them what happened. Both of them were pointing at me laughing with tears in their eyes, "hilarious", Draken shouted.
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"You really messed up, y/n-chan", Mikey added more field to the fire like it wasn't enough the embarrassment they put me through.
When I came to Draken's I was hoping I'll get an advice about what I can do to get out of this little situation, that I put myself in. But instead I'm sitting here tolerating two gorillas laughing at me while I'm blushing.
"I know, I know", I rolled my eyes and I lay back on the couch, that I was sitting on, "you can stop now, I get it..okay".
"We're not trying to offend you, y/n", Draken finally calmed himself down and came to sit next to me on the ground. I turn my head to the left, so I can face him and he smiles at me, "it's just that..no one will believe it. Hanma must be the biggest idiot I've ever seen".
"Is it that unbelievable for me to like Mikey?".
"YES", they both say at the same time and yet again burst out laughing.
After I told Shuji about my 'crush on Mikey' he became even more annoying. He started to lecture me about how I shouldn't be hanging out with gang members, even tho he is one himself, but we'll ignore that. Then he told me, that I should 'tell Mikey how I feel', which really triggered me.
My mom used to say that no matter, if the lie is big or small-it will always come out. No matter, if the intention behind was good or bad-a lie is still a lie. And now I'm realising, that I should've been in a better position, if I just told him the truth. Or..at least lie, that he didn't understand me correctly. I can't tell him the truth, it's obvious why.
"Come on, y/n", Draken put his big hand on my head and a small chuckle escaped his big lips. Everything in this boy's body was big and strong, "you're making it seem like it's the end of the world, it's not that deep".
"Yeah, you can't lie to him all your life. He'll eventually find out", Mikey adds and came to sit closer to us, "maybe he already knows, but he plays it dumb to not scare you or shit".
"I doubt that", I let out a sight.
Draken and Mikey might be right. All of my friends might be right. The right thing is just to come clean, but..every time, when I'm trying to tell Shuji how I feel and the thought of him rejecting me appears in my mind. Also the fear of losing him is real.
Isn't it weird? Half of my life I thought this boy is the most disgusting creature in the world and I didn't even want to touch him. And one day all of a sudden..he makes my heart beat fast and my head spin. Also every time, when he calls me 'babe' or 'sunshine' my knees get weak. When his eyes meet mine, when I feel his strong grip around my wrist.
"Okay, we get it!", Mikey rolled his eyes and he leans back to relax his head on my tight as we usually do, "I'm pretty sure the readers are tired of reading the same thing over and over again. Let's talk about something else".
"What are you talking about? What readers, are you into it again?", Draken looks at his friend with annoyance and I chuckle. My life really feels like a Wattpat story sometimes.
After we talked and hang out for a while it was finally time for me to go home. Draken walks me home, since we were in Mikey's house. He assured me one more time, that everything is going to be okay and I should come down before leaving to go home.
I put my key in the lock and I open the front door. I put my keys in the bowl and I threw my shoes aside. I look around and I sight, it was another night alone I guess. Usually Shuji's coming to spend the night, when mom's at work, but lately I'm trying to not spend to much money alone with him. You know, cause of my feelings and shit.
I put one frozen pizza into the oven and then I place my ass on the couch. The second season of Classroom of the elite and rent-a-girlfriend is out, so I guess I'm watching 'em. Also, I am trying to catch up with One piece, so I won't be bored tonight. I check the time, it's almost 11 pm and I have school tomorrow, so I better not stay late tonight. You always say that, yeah..I know. I end up reading smut under the covers.
I get out the pizza and I cut it pretty bad, cause I have two left hands apparently. I put two pieces on my plate and yet again I'm throwing myself on the couch. I go through the episodes of One piece, when I feel vibration under my ass. My phone is ringing. Idk how, but whenever I sit my phone always ends up under my ass. I hope I'm not alone. I pick my phone up and I see the name: Shuji.
"Hello?", i pick up the call and I put it between my ear and my shoulder, while I'm trying to cut my pizza.
"Are you home alone? Can I come?", Shuji asks and I could hear sadness in his voice. Oh, God, something happened, I immediately thought and I drop my knife on the plate.
"Y-Yeah, sure. But use the front door this time, my window is pretty small for you", I said and I heard him chuckle. A real chuckle.
"Bet, I'll be over in 5 minutes".
"Kay", we ended the call.
I wonder what might've happened. Everything was okay a couple of hours ago. I only hope it's nothing serious.
