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☁️chapter 6;break ups and make outs☁️
Warning: slight smut

EXACTLY FIVE MINUTES LATER SHUJI WAS at my door ringing my doorbell repeatedly. I opened the door and I look him at his stupid smiling face. I let him walk in, cause I felt his vibe. It was kinda down.

Shuji throws himself on my couch and he grabs the piece of pizza I left there. I lock the door and I walk up to him, when I stand there with my arms crossed he knew what I was waiting for. The explanation.

"Me and Charlotte broke up", he said and he leaves the pizza aside, "it wasn't working out anymore and I had to let her be on her own".

"Geez, man, I'm sorry", I sat next to him and Shuji does the only thing he knows, when he's upset-he lays on me and put his head on my chest. I start playing with his hair and I felt the tension leaving his body, "do you wanna talk about it? I can make you a coffee or something, or maybe food. What do you want?", I ask.

"Honestly I don't want anything, I just want to stay like this for a while", he said and closed his eyes burying his face in my neck.

I let him. I get it, almost two years of relationship is over and I know it's hard for both of them, but I don't feel sorry. I don't feel bad, I don't feel sad, maybe I feel kinda bad for Shuji, because I know he feels like crap right now, but I don't feel sorry for their relationship and honestly I knew it was going to end soon.

I play the first anime I could find on my list and I just let Shuji lay on top of me as I'm watching something on the tv. Suddenly I felt soft wet feeling on my neck, I look down and I see Shuji pressing kisses on my neck. It was surprising, but it felt..nice. He continued, but now he's biting some places and when he bit a little bit lower I let out a moan.

"Woah, sorry. Do you want me to stop, baby?", he looks up at me and I shoo my head as a 'no', it was just innocent kissing. Nothing too big or nothing too sexual, right?

I relax my body and Shuji continues to kiss my neck, but more gentle this time. I'm trying to focus on the episode, that was playing, but it was hard. His lips felt so soft and gentle on my neck and his hot breath was hitting such a good spot on it. I wanted this to continue forever.

Shuji might've got a little bit too comfortable, because in one moment he slid his hand under my tank top and placed his hand on my boob squeezing it gently. I couldn't hold it, I moan and I got his attention again. This time he was different. That flirtatious look of his was in his face as usual, but this time it was mixed with lust in his eyes. He came closer to my ear and he started kissing behind it biting a little.

"Y/n~", he moans in my ear between kisses and I melted immediately in his arms, his voice was deeper than usual and his hot breath hit the spot behind my ear, "would you let me go further? Would you let me fuck you?", he asks.

You have no idea how badly I wanted to say yes and feel him inside of me, but I knew it was wrong. He just broke up with his girlfriend and I was the closest thing to pain killer to numb the feelings. I didn't want to be used for sex and especially not from the boy I'm in love with, that might change everything.

"Shuji, I-I..I think it's better, if we don't do this I-I think we should stop", I managed to say and Shuji stopped. He observed my face and then smirked.

"Do you really want me to stop?", he asked me and pins my hands down to the bed. At that moment I felt submissive to him, but I didn't mind it at all. In fact, I loved this feeling, "look me in the eyes and tel me you don't want me".

"Shuji, I..".

"Tell me, y/n, tell me you don't want me to fuck you right now in this moment. Tell me you don't feel the tension, that I'm feeling".

"Why are you doing this? You don't love me, you don't like me like that, why are you even doing this?", Shuji suddenly stops like he came to his senses and something inside of him just snapped back ti reality.

He looks down at me and I could see the guilt in his eyes. It's true, that I felt the tension and I wanted him as bad as he wanted me. But after we finish..we both will feel awful. What's the point, if our friendship is on the line.

Shuji moves back and sits down on the couch, I sit up too and I fix my tank top and my hair, that he messed up. We stayed in silence for a while, because there's nothing we can say after such thing. I felt so embarrassed.

"Y/n", Shuji broke the silence after a while and there was this crack in his voice, "I'm so sorry, I wasn't thinking straight. I didn't mean for all this to happen, I'm..really sorry".

"Don't worry, it's not a big deal", I tried to play it off like it was cool, but inside I felt like shit, so..he didn't like me like that after all. Why are you surprised? Did you expected him to be in love with you? My inner voice started to fill my brain and I felt my tears slowly rolling down my cheeks. Shuji noticed and he jumped on his feet looking at me with panic.

"Y/n, oh my God, are you okay? Why are you crying? Is it because of what happened?".

"No, haha, I'm completely fine..".

UNEDITED
A/n-little summary:
Hanma broke up with his girlfriend and he just wanted to relieve some tension, but he ended up doing it with y/n without being aware of her feelings and that it might hurt her.