☁️chapter 3:crushes and secrets 2☁️
LINCH BREAK IS THE ONLY TIME I LIKE DURING the day. It gives me a little bit of time to think and have some private time for myself. But today wasn't one of those day, when I can say I'll enjoy some peace and quiet, because today I promised Chifuyu to eat lunch with him, Baji and Mitsuya.
It's not like I mind them, I actually like them a lot, but I felt kinda down. I'm seeing Shuji and his girlfriend everywhere today and I can't say it doesn't bother me. I wanted to be alone, but I know that if I'm alone I'll just cry until the next class starts and I have to pretend I'm okay.
With Chifuyu, Mitsuya and Baji I always have fun no matter how down I feel. They always find a way to cheer me up, especially Baji. Did I tell you, that me and Baji used to date, when we were in second grade? That was my longest relationship-two days and six hours.
We sat in a circle and Chifuyu pulled out those chocolate croissants that I love. Them soft layers with nice hazelnut chocolate and butter on top makes my saliva drip down. I grabbed the first one and immediately bit it. The chocolate made a mess all over my mouth and Baji, who was sitting next to me, rolled his eyes.
"Careful, fatass, you made a mess", he gave me a napkin and I whipped the chocolate off my mouth, "can't you act more like a lady?".
"I heard you won't be in the second season", I smirk with obvious cockiness. It was a small remark, that he died, if you didn't understand.
"What?", he raised his eyebrow, because he was too dumb to understand what was I trying to tell him. Mitsuya and Chifuyu chuckled.
"You know, Halloween is coming soon and I was thinking we should go and watch the scary movie marathon", Chifuyu suggested. It was a good idea, but I was hoping to go with Shuji as we usually do.
Halloween is our favourite holiday, me and Shuji always like to go extra, when it comes to scary stuff. Our favourite movie is 'Scary stories to tell in the dar, which was made by the children's books. I remember the first time that we watched it, we were just 10 years old. Shuji was so scared he couldn't sleep for 4 days, but he'll never admit it-he's embarrassed.
"Y/n, are you down?", Mitsuya looked at me with his soft smile. I swear this boy has the most kind smile and the scariest voice you'll ever hear, "we can pick you up".
"I don't know yet", I put the almost finished croissant down on a napkin and I pulled my orange juice out, "I'm still trying to figure out, if Shuji's down to go too", I explained.
The three of them looked at each other and I didn't like it. I started to ask them what's the matter and they hesitated before Mitsuya finally spoke up to me.
"Are you still..into him?", he asked me and I nod my head. I don't see a good reason why I wouldn't be, "y/n, it's so nice that you feel that way, I guess Hanma's okay, but..aren't you going to confess to him eventually?".
"Or give up?", Bai added.
"It's been..I don't know..two years and you're still waiting for..I don't even know what you're waiting for. It's obvious he likes you too, the way he always flirts with you".
"You guys got it wrong", I interpreted them and look directly at Mitsuya, who was right in front of me. I look him dead in the eyes, "he is not in love with me, he doesn't flirt, because he likes me. He flirts, because that's his nature and he doesn't want to be with me", I explained.
"That doesn't make any sense", Baji rolls his eyes and I move my eyes from Mitsuya to him, Chifuyu tried to keep quiet, "Hanma has a girl, I haven't heard him flirting with anyone else except you. Think about it, dummy".
"He doesn't like me. My feelings are my problem and I don't want him to know, that I like him, okay? That might drift us apart. I want to keep him in my life!".
Hanma's pov:
I had to find y/n, so I can ask her about the movie marathon on Halloween. It's a tradition we have since we were kids. Me and Kisaki looked all over the school until I finally remembered, that she told me she'll have lunch with those extras from Toman. That means the rooftop.As me and Kisaki are getting closer I could hear y/n's voice more loud and clear than before and I heard her talking about someone: He doesn't like me. My feelings are my problem and I don't want him to know, that I like him, okay? That might drift us apart. I want to keep him in my life.
I held Kisaki's shirt to stop him from continuing and i pin him accidentally to the wall making him hit his head. He lets out an 'ouch' and I put my hand on his mouth.
"Who is she talking about?", I said almost whispered and Kisaki just stared at me, "does y/n likes somebody and I don't know?".
Probably you, Kisaki thought to himself and he rolled his eyes. Yeah..express what we all think and feel Kisaki, perfect.
"Y/n has a crush and she didn't told me?", I finally let Kisaki go and I just stared at one random spot. I started think of every man y/n knows and who might it be, "do I know him, is he part of a gang? Please don't tell me she likes that piece of shit Mikey..", I started panicking.
"Why do you care? Don't you have a girlfriend to worry about?", Kisaki fixed the collar of his shirt that I grabbed a minute ago and looked at me with suspiciousness.
"What does Charlotte has to do with anything, y/n is my best friend", I look at him ready to lose my shit. What, if he's dangerous and he wants to hurt her? "Kisaki, we gotta find who this guy is. I gotta know".
"All this panicking, because of you best friend, it's kinda weird, don't you think?".
"What do you mean?".
"I ain't the smartest one out here, but I'm pretty sure no one gets this worried for their best friend", Kisaki put that annoying smirk on his face and fixed his glasses, "I think you might have a crush on y/n l/n".
"Yeah, right. Now seriously, we need to find out who this guy is. Maybe she didn't told me about him, because she knows I won't like him and I'll probably buy him up", I explained.
In Kisaki's mind:
You, my friend, are the dumbest human being I've ever seen in my life and I swear to God you'll end up losing her soon, if you don't wake the fuck up. Even I know that.UNEDITED
A/n-me after writing two beautiful first chapters and complete ruined this one:
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