Hmm- idk if I should try to sound happy or sad in this vent- bc sometimes I want to sound like everything's fine but to me it's really not but I'm probably just overreacting, everything with me is drama, hahaha like wtf- uhh so ig I'll just talk. Lately I've been having more, ig, bad thoughts abt myself? and really wanting to sh, but I haven't. But tbh rn I don't see a point in not doing it. idk what to do, everything seems like it's getting worse but also better-? Idefk- and sure I want to kms everyday and everyday I'm more realizing how horrible people are but everything is gonna be great! These feelings are nothing! I should just be optimistic and realistic cuz nothing is wrong! People totally care about me even tho my head provides perfectly good reasons why they wouldn't and I'm so rude and deserve to die anyway!
Uhh that was weird. Back to acting like a normal person- haha- uhh basically I'm coming to hate everything about myself, haha
Sorry for even writing this weird shit, byee hope you have a good day/night! <3
(Sorry I'm weird-)
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